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Hello sweetie, well my birthday. It was not fun really i did not party. All i wanted to do is to spend it like a holiday at home. So i had to tell my teachers that i’d miss school and they understood i needed to rest.

So i spent with little Ivan, playing around with him and came to the site on and off. Then Ben made a post for me, then Shie did too. Hehe! So i got two bday posts. That made my day special.

In the afternoon i started sending thank you cards to peoples shoutbox for taking their time to send their wishes for me on those posts and they liked it very much. Hehe!

Today i went to church for thanksgiving and i felt like crying there. Not that i was sad but i knew i needed help from s supreme being who i do not see but whose name i have neglected for many years.

I have continued to get lost the past months and i worry about people who do everything for me but i tend to ask for more and hold them too tight. I feel guilty not being able to make them happy as well.

I am enlightened to do things now and i wish i could think the same whenever i would need to face another day.

So tell me tell me tell me!

Thank you cookkkiies! :)

Happy birthday for yesterday! Sorry I missed it.
Hugs!

Please send a shout to Cami. Her dad passed away yesterday. Thank you.

http://help.com/user/52053-camithings…

eeeeeeeee thank you! that’s a very cute bear :)

You are such a sweet friend! all my love to you charlie!

I love you very very very very much :)
*big big hugs*

well… yeah. thanks

Aw you logged out. But i should not worry about it much. You would be okay. Sort your feelings out my friend. Take each emotion as it is. If you are going to take ALL of them in one setting, it would not be easy.

Hang in there.

Sorry sorry it took me long, was just reading a story for my kiddo. :(

Wait, i get a notice for your post. I’ll see if you have replied there.

hi… no :( sorry, i’m not :( *hug*

Hey, feeling better?

thank you very very much *hug*

Sending you some love today sweetie!

I like the dog :) Have a good night’s sleep :)

Yawwwwnnn brain is not working. Feeling dizzy now. I might get some sleep. :)

I’m just a youtube thickie :)
i was watching youtube videos laaaaate last night, there were some really funny songs there. i’m not sure they were intentionally funny…. but i was crying with laughter. or something. hehehehe
weird videos :)

Yay! searched at youtube. Then that was the first that came up. :)

Yes! That was the one I meant to link to you :)

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=qxlXmKg…

yahooo! :)

Hmmm i have watched that a couple of times but now i can’t seem to remember the details. I have a very very short term memory. Argh.

I like the song they play when they’re running away from the fairy godmothers little lair place :) they’re all about love lol

Helloey! yes seen it a couple of times, my son likes to watch cartoons. :)

Yaaay! There’s another one in Shrek 2 that I loooove too, but they only play a little bit of it. Have you seen Shrek 2?

Coookkiiieess! heeheee, i enjoyed it. i love that song!

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=0i7xoDP…

here it is again, a different link… just ignore the pictures, the old link was better, it was Shrek!

Yay, but i tried it but it ain’t working. :D

Nooooo
It’s a good little yayee song :D

Wwaaa the video isn’t available anymore! :D

Is it time to party?

Here is a tune for you to boogie away to, oh disco diva of the bedclothes!

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=qxlXmKg…

Waakkkeekkkee! i receive the usual snail mail from other friends in this site too, but i am looking forward from the one on holiday. :)

By the power vested upon me, i now give the honors of putting you to sleep. In the favor that Michael Jackson shall lay beside you in the middle of your dreams.

You know it’s BAD it’s BAD you know it! AWW! :D

LOL LOL LOL

hehe

a snail mail! woo! the only mail i get is from the bank, showing me exactly how much interest i gained on the 2p i have in there. which is pointless because after all their rounding the interest comes to nothing and i end up with 2p still. banks need to find better things to do with their time!

forgive me fair maiden for being such a lightweight, but i’m going to have ter sleepyweepy right now. i’m tiiiired and i still have things to do before i sleep!
plus it has started raining and is drumming on my roof. but i like that :) i hope it clears up tomorrow for poppy’s walk though!

that being said, i need a day where i can’t go outside so i can get everything organised. so i’m good either way! hehe

nuhhh night :) have a good day :)
trust the healing power of michael jackson! heehee

LOL LOL

You are wayyyy toooo funnnyyy… hehehe that is me in Finding Nemo. :D

Hehehe yes he is funny too and sometimes too serious but loves to do things for other people, when he sees other people happy, he would be a lot happier. So i am glad he is taking a break with his family. And he wrote a snail mail for me. :)

I know i sound like in hi school forgive me but i am happy! :)

Comfort Retriever? woooww sounds comforting enough hehe. Also, there is this nice dog St.Bernard that i have seen one time, and i like its size! :)

you have a new ipod?! yaaaaay! i looove christmas too! it’s so happy and yayee and musicy and singy and la la la and happy and bubbly and yay!

i go awayyy on the 10th :D yay! and the 8th is a friday did you know. i knew! me! me! i knew! i clever :D

he sounds a really sweet person! that’s really cute :) yay for you :) i would sing for you but you know… you’d never see the evening, let alone the 9th august. i’ll keep you in one piece!

poppy is a cross between a cocker spaniel and a golden retriever, she’s called a comfort retriever. she’ll be mediumish- hopefully not too big! although i don’t mind at all :) i’d love for her to be very big so i can just curl up and cuddle and snuggle with her :)

You know, you know, you know i have a new ipod! bought it from a friend. :) and i am going to add some christmas songs too! yaaayyy! and i sssooo lovvve Christmas! :D

dummmddmmmddummm dummmm! :D

Hehehe but no, it is the day after the 8th. :D
tteehhee, well, he has been good to me. He waits for me when i wake up and when i arrive from work. I think it feels great that someone cares enough to see if i have eaten or if my son did his homework.

He very funny, he puts up a show in his computer and me and my son watch. :) he prepares for that too. And when my son is sleeping, he plays guitar for me so i can sleep. Missing himmm…,. :(

Oh adorable Poppy hhehehe. What is her breed? would she grow a big dog? :)

i’m heeeere to staaaayyyyyy!
i hate my ipod. it’s just played 3 christmas songs in a row. and i love them so much!
doooo theyyy know it’s christmas time at alllll
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
9th august is a good day :D it’s the day before the tenth, did you know?!
so i take it you two are very very good friends? i guess so by how much you are missing him :)
my little puppy poppy is hebsolutely adorable :) yayy! although she refused to go to bed this evening so i had to drag her. but she refused to walk and just lay on her back allll the way!

No of course you are not my last resort! :) but i know you were about to go to sleep. So i was like i would be looking for someone to talk to. That’s why i am so glad you are around. Hehehe now you regret for shouting me good morning. wwooohooo! :D

Oh he’ll be back on the 9th of August yet. He sends text once in a while. It’s still the 3rd day but it feels like a week already.

How is your little puppy? :)

it’s nearly 1am now. but i am in such a hyped up wired state i have a feeling sleep will be a loooong time coming…
nice to know i’m your last resort :P hehe, kidding :)
when does he get back?

Oh great, what time is it where you are now? Because you guys are about to sleep. And i would be left alone. :D

I used to talk to Ben but he is on a holiday.

lucky for you my memory exceeds 12 hours :P
i have austin powers in my head right now, actually :P waaooooo

Hahahaha!!!
you remember my Michael Jackson craze! :D

No i’m all alone here now, my kiddo in school, no music for me at all.

Now i am ready for bossa music. :)

hehe, at least you’re prepared for your panic then!
are the michael jackson CDs also at hand?

You would never like me when i panic. Heeehee. I get all my senseless system and stop to whatever i am doing and sulk. and cry. and be veryyyyy lazy.

I got a mountain of Kleenex available. :D

mmm lemons… they make my lips tingly and sore though. i like the cough medicine that burns you up all the way down, so it feels like your oesophagus is eroding. yay :D

you don’t neeeed to panic. well anyway, i was the same, but then i just… changed. because i did the same things but just thought about it differently. like - if you don’t do something, it doesn’t mean the world is going to end, or that your life is going to be over :)

well actually what used to happen to me is that i would panic i wasn’t going to be able to do something, then panic i didn’t have enough time, then do it and panic that i was wasting time by not doing something else, then after i’d done that thing… go through the same cycle with something else. so really i just panicked unnecessarily because no matter how much i panicked, it got done and that would have happened even if i hadn’t panicked.
a switch clicked inside of me :D yay!

…Urgh and medicine taste make me go eewww. So i don’t take them as much. I stick to oranges and they are too sweet…so i got some small sour lemons and i love them only that they irritate my throat. Hehehehe.

Some dust particles i guess especially when i come home and it is hot and the traffic is heavy. :( So in the end i end up getting more stressed just by coming home to my lovely abode (lol).

Yes, if you can see i am always stressed. Well to be honest i panic so easily. And who can ever help me with all the things i do?

It’s only me, myself and lilies

:D

little coughs require nasty medicine :s eeewww! heehee
argh I know about pressure, it isn’t funny :s this happens to you too much! you should dooo something about it!
what are you allergic to? my mum decided today that she was allergic to my dog, and i had to quickly tell her she had just caught a cough off me… and then just as quickly come down with a cough! Haha

The weather is keeping me insane. Good thing my kiddo is not at all sick. Just a little cough.

So i have been into a lot of stress lately bec of stuff in school and in the office and i do thing ALL by myself, i don’t have anyone for back up for sure, except support from nice people but the pressure is pulling me down. hehe

But i am okay and very happy, except for the colds due to allergy….aaa…aa….aachhhhhuuu!

Sorry. :D

noooo :(
are you actually ill?
*hug*

I’m a little sick and bit time lazy.

So i am staying home.

Hhuuuhhhuuuhh :(