I would like to post on this subject. I had a very good close friend that I feel like I had suffered from drama and bad decisions on her part for many years. We are older, late 30’s and I realize now that this is a personality trait and character trait of hers, it causes me great anxiety to have to deal with her. So I cut off our relationship. SHe called begged, pleaded and apologized for all of her wrongdoing. Still, this doesn’t change the person she is. I accept her apology but it doesn’t mean I want to be around her anymore. We pick and choose who to have relationships with and I feel that I am a very valuable person to be around and I am worthy of good people who don’t wish to do me harm. And that is the reason why I ended it. No more drama. It is not desired for me. Good luck on your behalf, but you may need to realize she just doesn’t like you anymore. - written 1 month, 2 weeks ago
I don’t wallow in self pity but I sometimes get a bit irked! I have learned so many tricks of the trade I buy broken up powder and blush at a discount store and pour rubbing alcohol in it to make it a solid again and I end up spending a $1 for my make up. I will google things to death to learn how to do things on my own, I have bought an entire wardrobe $3 a piece on craigslist all new clothes.
I guess its that evil Instyle magazine I guess that aggravates these feelings!
A picnic trip to the lake this weekend will suffice for entertainment, the weather is getting better. I guess I just missed shopping because I have been stuck indoors. - written 2 months, 2 weeks ago
I have started my own vegetable garden out of free containers I found and pallets, and spent a few bucks on seeds. I am growing brussel sprouts, cabbage and spinach so far. And that is on an apartment patio. Believe me I am down to the nitty gritty on certain things. If it weren’t for my husband being a veteran he wouldn’t be able to afford his heart medicine and believe me before generics were approved we were buying his drugs from India.
You should try indoor brussel sprouts. And thank you for your perspective. - written 2 months, 2 weeks ago