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[quote hoops2]get over it!! Life happens!! Nobody perfect. i gotta work it again agian till i get it right.
i am a 45 year old prostitute and im living a hard life full of std’s,drugs, and alcohol. You need to “be the change” you cant just sit around all day and feel worthless. make a diffrence, you have been given the gift of life so usen it.. not many people get to live so stop being a selfish douche and live your life to the fullest.. remeber YOLO[/quote]

I’ve been through a lot of crap including drug addiction, and being called a selfish douche does not help my situation. I’ve been told to just “get over it”, but you know what? That’s easier said than done.

[quote swhelan7]I would honestly tell someone, that’s the only way that he or she is going to get help. If not these plans could be carried out (i somewhat doubt it, only because someone who really wants to usually keeps to themselves about it) But the definetley should not be taken lightly.[/quote]

I’m not sure who to tell….his mother blames his murderous tendencies on his Multiple Personality Disorder, which he has more episodes of when he’s angry or upset. His father is dead. He’s pretty much cut off from his family and I’m like his only friend.

I’d be sleeping.

[quote DarkSnow][quote Armageddon]I’m thinking….why not let him destroy me…..my life is **** anyway, it can’t possibly get any worse…..[/quote]
Oh, it can indeed. But it can also get a lot better…

I think you have your understanding of this backwards. There is only good in life because of God, and only evil in life because of Satan. You pursue evil because you hate evil and hate good because you hate evil?

I don’t think Satanism is your problem, mon ami. Your problem is that your cynicism and pessimism make you care nothing for life, and you haven’t come to grips with the realities of death or pain.[/quote]

Thinking about it….I think you’re right. I just don’t understand death and pain and why is happens. So much **** has happened that I’ve just kinda gone into the dark. I don’t really understand myself.

Sick of being anonymous….

I’m thinking….why not let him destroy me…..my life is **** anyway, it can’t possibly get any worse…..

I’m hurting too much….I can’t take the pain anymore….

Thanks. I’ll try to admit myself.

Wisconsin

I’m in Wisconsin.

I just told my mom that I wanted to go and she’s saying no because she’ll have to pay out of pocket and there is a high chance that my dad (they are divorced) won’t help out. And she wants to call the police. I’ll probably be put on probation again.

There are only a couple psychiatric hospitals in my area. I made a couple calls and they are both full. There’s a week waiting list. I’ll have to wait to get in. I hate going there, but like you said I don’t have many options.

There are only a couple psychiatric hospitals in my area. I made a couple calls and they are both full. There’s a week waiting list. I’ll have to wait to get in. I hate going there, but like you said I don’t have many options.

To be honest….I hate other people…but I’m trying to change that. I never let people inside my head because I’m afraid they’ll use that kind of information against me.

They’re not really knowledgeable about the situation. I’m afraid to tell them out of fear that they’ll hate me, or get the police involved…..i don’t want that..