Nightmares are really the worst. i dont get them as much as flashbacks, but a nightmare is horrible it can leave me feeling just HORRIBLE. the park it happened to me in, i was assaulted there twice and i go past it almost everyday when im going to and from college!
no, not really, i mean everyone reacts differently to that sort thing, sometimes u just cant scream, u get numb, its not like in the movies….
i couldn’t even speak a word let alone scream, and it happened to me in a park. i am officially terrified to ever go into a park with a boy ever again, i always heard that bad things happened in parks, but i didnt know something like that would ever actually happen to me one day, plus i thought he had respect for me. bleaurgh
well, apparently its never too late… but lawyers and things will be harsh! i know they’re going to come down on me like a ton of bricks, and try to make it out like im lying. its tough for me, because i have no real evidence, excpt for my word i guess… i threw away the top i was wearing. the jeans have probably been washed… i dont think i would want to see his face again… i hope the guilt kills him though.
Yeah….i get it a lot…some people just don’t understand….i think its been to long anyways….plus lawyers put the victim threw straight hell….idk….I’m always scared that they’ll be found innocent and then come after me….
Don’t worry about me….i just hope you are ok….and don’t worry…it’s completely normal to be paranoid….i can’t go into a macys without feeling sick to my stomach….and my guy sends me messages every now and then… I’m here for you…if you want to text email…I’m cool with it…i didn’t have anyone to talk to when I was raped…id hate for any other girls to feel that…
hii, well i dont know just going this phase of being really paranoid of people and nmot being able to trust anyone. dont think i’ll ever be able to have another relationship ever again. to top it off i saw a picture him on facebook today which made me feel like complete utter shit.
how about you though? how you been?