Tyffani_Raquel's shout trail with TheQueenJr - Help.com

I didn’t mean it like that…sorry….sometimes I say the wrong thing…

…..well, my ex hurt me when he sexually assaulted me, so is that my fault too? did i let him do that?
i know what u mean though but still that question always sparks up in my head

(and thankyou) x

I’m sorry :( I wish I could explain it but I don’t even know why it happens to me either….all I can say is no one can hurt you unless you allow them….I’m here for you

okay, well i might be getting kik soon then lol !
the last few days have been so hard :/ ,y anxiety is coming back :’( why is this happening to me?! its actually so bad right now

okay, well i might be getting kik soon then lol !
the last few days have been so hard :/ ,y anxiety is coming back :’( why is this happening to me?! its actually so bad right now

Oh…no…only if you have a kik app

okay, im just asking because u said u could contact me through my mobile…. i live in the UK… is that still possible?

The usa….i live in florida…why?

what country r u from?

Well I’m here for you….if you want I can give you my number….and you can call or text when you need me?

…yep

Yeah….and it feels like it’s all happening over and over again when you’re remembering it…

Nightmares are really the worst. i dont get them as much as flashbacks, but a nightmare is horrible it can leave me feeling just HORRIBLE. the park it happened to me in, i was assaulted there twice and i go past it almost everyday when im going to and from college!

…..i work in the mall I was raped in….5 stores away from macys….i can’t walk past macys without getting chills….

the worst part is the nightmares….

no, not really, i mean everyone reacts differently to that sort thing, sometimes u just cant scream, u get numb, its not like in the movies….
i couldn’t even speak a word let alone scream, and it happened to me in a park. i am officially terrified to ever go into a park with a boy ever again, i always heard that bad things happened in parks, but i didnt know something like that would ever actually happen to me one day, plus i thought he had respect for me. bleaurgh

Same here….all I have is word…..and of probably get it bad because it happened in a store dressing room….they’d get on me for not screaming…

well, apparently its never too late… but lawyers and things will be harsh! i know they’re going to come down on me like a ton of bricks, and try to make it out like im lying. its tough for me, because i have no real evidence, excpt for my word i guess… i threw away the top i was wearing. the jeans have probably been washed… i dont think i would want to see his face again… i hope the guilt kills him though.

Yeah….i get it a lot…some people just don’t understand….i think its been to long anyways….plus lawyers put the victim threw straight hell….idk….I’m always scared that they’ll be found innocent and then come after me….

Yeah I know…. : / ….hav u ever thought about reporting it to the police etc? My physcotherapist, and literally anyone I tell on the internet about this always trys urging me to tell the police :| -.-

The only thing we can do is just accept it…which really seems unfair….

yeahh, well same really its been more than a year for me too

This stuff is always tough….even if it’s been a year since it happened…im just happy I can at least try to help someone going threw this

hi, im reaplying to a really old shoutout from u! u were asking how i am, i’m better thanks… things r still abit tough though, how about yourself?

Hey how are things? You feeling any better?

Well…the advice ill give you is advice I have goren….i don’t believe it for myself….but I believe it for every one else….

hypocrite?

He isn’t on my phone…he just messages me….and I’m glad to help…i hope you won’t find me a hypocrite tho….

thanks tyffani, its nice to have someone to talk to. you really should delete that prick off your phone by the way.

Don’t worry about me….i just hope you are ok….and don’t worry…it’s completely normal to be paranoid….i can’t go into a macys without feeling sick to my stomach….and my guy sends me messages every now and then… I’m here for you…if you want to text email…I’m cool with it…i didn’t have anyone to talk to when I was raped…id hate for any other girls to feel that…

hii, well i dont know just going this phase of being really paranoid of people and nmot being able to trust anyone. dont think i’ll ever be able to have another relationship ever again. to top it off i saw a picture him on facebook today which made me feel like complete utter shit.
how about you though? how you been?

Hey, it’s been a while….i just wanted to check on your status…are you holding up alright?