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Can your HEART truly feel pain for really loving someone.? posted (11 months, 3 weeks) ago
A feeling never felt before…? Not going to ramble on an in depth story i do want to know if …
This has been one of the hardest things I have to endure, and trust me I have been through worse. This hurts so much more than all of the others combined. I think the reason being I actually feel it. It is amazing when things are good and you are happy and you can feel that persons love and caring come through and it is unreal. But to lose that, the feeling is also the worst personal pain I have felt. Why, would you be given a chance to feel and love so deep, a feeling that people only dream about and then have it be so difficult, hard , and short lived?
- written 11 months, 1 week ago
The pain I feel is real and after the past few days of not talking to him and some of the things that I uncovered make the pain so much worse. By tomorrow I am sure he will figure out that I discovered the hidden messages inside many of his postings on a social website. Bottom line is, I was not looking for anyone, he came into my life from the past,WHY, I do not know now (at the time I thought I did )one I realized he has been the person in my dreams for over 20 yrs, a person who’s face I never saw, and the feelings that were felt and indescribable in my dreams, became a reality for me, when I looked into his eyes and discovered it was him. The feelings I have had for all this time in my sleep, became real.
In a short time, to feel his touch was electrifying,to feel his pain and not be in the same town hurt me, and when he did have great thoughts about me I felt it as well.I never imagined in a million years a feeling that can connect, your heart,and soul at the same time. could LITERALLY take my breath away. It was the same feeling I felt over 20 years ago, when I looked into his eyes. That feeling was brief and at the time scared me. So now I sit here and pray, that he will not hate me even worse, bc there is not much more pain I can endure.But for me, I thought this was it, this is real, but I am not the one he has longed for…
- written 11 months, 2 weeks ago
I am the person that is second best…
- written 11 months, 3 weeks ago