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Poeple making fun of you…….

when someones getting THEIR battle ship blown up
they gota blow up yours

look at Va Tech
which is this to the extreme

out of ink or
ink heads dirty
ink heads going bad

you act out of control or weird back
not the predictable behavior youve done and she expects

ask her bizzare questions only for example
stare at her and say nothing another one

break the pattern(s) here
Her brain will scramble

can you get it up alone? (then its not physical)
fantasise about same sex?? ,( if no youre not gay)

what if suicide sent you to a hell that was worse than this life?

what if there were 10 thousands like you all getting help like you can if you just ask for it

nothin to be ashamed of
not alone
fixable

all of it

agree with the peopke who make fun of you !
It scrambles their brain !

Or at least just grin and do no more
( then go to batroom and grin in the mirror !)

and it shows you aint no victim
(good chance they have gay feelings too)

whose life/happinesss is this anyway
theirs yours?

You cannot turn straight

what you can do is accept it
love that part of you and go out and enjoy YOUR (emphasis on your) life

decades from now you pass this on to a gay kid not yet born

walk head high loving you-
and teach others to do the same till you draw your last breath !

Set a higher standard
step up
be a leader
defy the odds

and live well

Give love and get it back !

Chose your peers too
You can !!!!

of course there are other gay/bis in your class
SHAME and FEAR keep you apart and hiding !
Thats in itself a shame

Lookin back I now know many college/HS friends were gay
some are friends today some not ( Im 50)

Look to the net where gay/bi people in your community go and look there.
Look for a college nearby witha gay/bi group

Hold your head high and be happy
Youre NOT alone and there 0 need for shame - guilt or frustration

Care NOT what others think ( thats none of your businesss)
This is your life and you get 1 shot at it

Sure wish someone sent me this email 30 years ago
Sure wish I HAD email 30 years ago

Focus on the blessing of this wisdom
and act on it

be happy
God wants you to be

the sin is to not be

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ask him a bizzare question !

It breaks their pattern
Its a pattern he enters into with people to feel significant.

Asking a bizzare question breaks the pattern

I once stopped a suicidal cousin and dissarmed him ( his 100th threat)

by simply asking him if needed to fart

He started laughing and went and got help

I didnt play into his pattern !

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when you see her-
painful memories -I should say fun memories flood you like a song you hear that brings a memory back. They are painful because its not the way you want it to be.
Time fades these things like pain eases months after someone close dies.
This will improve after shes gone, but as long as you still see her, the
frustration will keep coming back

I know
Im older than you and in a VERY similar situation.
Try to fill the time with other and new people
You dont owe her friendship
you owe NO ONE friendship

If it causes you pain….
move on

Be open to her about it
Youre human

My best

fred