Also I grew to trust you because one day a couple years ago I was in so much pain and I mentioned it and you didn’t hurt me, which was such an unusual experience, totally unexpected that someone wouldn’t jump at the chance to exploit a vulnerability.
Even I have difficulties with hair , be it men or women and even more so with anime characters. So may be that’s why I noticed them in your work. Must I add that you are already better at it, since it is so obvious….
Hey I checked out your works on facebook link. It’s pretty awesome, nothing compared to mine.But I must add that I am curious to know why most of your works or women characters have their locks emphasized. You can ignore this question if you find it trivial or haven’t noticed it yourself. :-)
i have applied for permanent residence in canada using my nursing certificates and all, lets see what God has planned for me.
yeah life aint so easy, we have to keep it simple to be smiling otherwise complications are just gonna mess with us.
i have applied for my PR for canada, i am just waiting for the embassy to give me an answer, it is taking so longggg…..frustrating!!
i don’t work, used to but not at the moment.
what about your life? how is it gooing?
Positivemessylove wrote: Earning the passage of forgiveness.
In order to proceed with life accordingly…
However I have done some things I would consider…impossible to forgive without retribution. And retribution doesn’t seem like enough.
I guess what I’m asking is how do I get forgiveness, when I do not deserve it?
everyone deserves forgiveness, if they are sorry for the wrong they did.
If you are sorry/repentant for the wrongs you have committed, and ask for forgiveness. You are(God)/should be (by the wronged person) Forgiven.
Hi, thanks for saying “hi” to me. I hope you’re doing okay. I feel like I should mention that I’ve had way too much computers, so if you don’t see me on here it’s because probably need healthier things than pixels and text.
Hopefully it’s not too cold where you are. I think I’m normally pretty forgetful or oblivious, but for the past while I’ve been trying so hard to not be that I think it’s actually starting to work a little.
You can always get them tomorrow. :)
I’ve known many people who were/are Christian, and dated/married a non Christian. However they stopped going to church because their signifigant other didn’t go, then they stopped praying before meals, because of their partner. Etc.
IMO yes. However in being with them you cannot waver from the Christian beliefs.
There are universal truths included in all religions. Use those as common ground.
But most importantly ’stay’ Christian :)
I’m not in a talking mood at all, I mean that I am the enemy of computers and I don’t want to type and look at a little screen. But I felt uncomfortable in how I didn’t even reply at all to you when you said ” of course I admire, respect, love, etc”. But it’s more than just you, I stopped every online conversation (for example, notably, every place that verge and I have those endless discussions), but I did discover one clue, that I was working toward “understanding”, and that at in the depths of interactions with you there was a claim to not understand anything. So I decided that in the realms of helpfulness (related to the realms of love but different), some helpfulnesses have moved me to focus completely on understanding. Like, “What would you say about your life from the perspective of an afterlife? How would you understand your life”, but also how can I best understand right now and the future and everything. Kind of vague topic, but I’m got the word I’m interested in clearly separated out from the rest of the dictionary, “understand”.
I would like to believe that as a human being, I am doing my duty to really care for and love and help everyone else I can possible meet. I would like more than anything for everyone else to do that too.
And I feel like you are that person. Helpful isn’t a strong enough word for what you do..
I think I’m really connecting with what you’re saying, although I have almost no idea what you’re really talking about and just a little bit of it, but I’m not sure if the connection I feel is because I get it or because I am in a very open and vulnerable position myself, and I may just be expressing some kind of emotional whiplash from everything that’s happened to me in the past few months. Either way, I’m really glad you told me this. And I like this story and I hope it isn’t the end because I really like you and i think you are a nice person.
Anyway, I hope you find understanding in your life. Do you want to talk about that? Or is that just something you prefer to not talk about?
Sometime in the past few days I switched from everything else I was doing to seeking understanding of my life. That’s it, it’s all I think, “God, help me understand my life.” I’m not even close to the point where I can even think that thought in a truly meaningful way, although it is somewhat more than mere words or sounds put together.
As I looked back over my days, trying to figure out why I dropped every other activity I was so firmly committed to every day this year, in favor of praying for understanding my life, I noticed a few days of being really conscious of you, and toward the beginning of it, me saying on a post about scorpion pits, “I can’t stop laughing now. I’m not sure I understand anything. But I do like your solution.” And that saying was at a very vulnerable state of being and mind. So I feel like as I told you I didn’t understand anything, and and then kept talking with you trustingly, like we do care and love and help each other, like that’s our secret intent no matter how pointless the words and ideas are, somehow my motivations were changed so that I will overcome the initial problem I mentioned, of not understanding anything. I won’t be able to help it, I’ll have to understand everything if this is all I can think about now. I don’t even know if I said any of this right, the only thought that really makes any sense to me is, “God, help me understand my life.”
And that’s supposed to be the story of how you affect me more than one might expect.
I want to tell you about how I decided that you have an affect on me. I assume it is positive, or messy, or lovely, but there’s a specific thing that really stands out beyond all the “helpfulnesses” or kind and affectionate interactions. So can I tell you about it?
As nice as that sounds, all I want right now is to be fed and healed. You can have all the other stuff. I appreciate you, respect you, honor and value you, admire and care for you. And of course love you and love how helpful you are.
I think that overwhelmed my response mechanism or it turned me into a different person. Or I finally ripped myself away from the computers. Either way, I stopped talking to anyone online, that’s probably a good thing because electromagnetic radiation is only good in small doses.
Wow I didn’t even see it until you shouted me. Her boyfriend is a stalker because he calls her and asks her where she is and what she is doing? I do that to my wife twice a day, or she calls me and asks the same questions. I thought it was part of sharing your life with someone.
Well deserved rant… you know I went back for more. ;)