thanks!! i made a complete fool of myself with him, crying and begging for him to take me back. it hurts so bad. i wish i didn’t love him, i wish i could just be cold and not care about him, but i just can’t do it. i keep hoping he’ll come back to me, even though i know it isn’t realistic. i really miss him. - written 11 months, 1 week ago
I do want better for myself. I can’t stand this anymore. I don’t know if I’m being dramatic, but I feel like he’s emotionally abusing me. I’m just going to try my best to avoid him for now and see what happens. I hope deep in my heart that he’ll come back to me and stop all this nonsense, but i won’t let him know that i’m thinking that.. - written 11 months, 1 week ago
I’m just worried because I’ve tried so many times before to distract myself and not contact him, but I always fall apart. - written 11 months, 1 week ago
