@slightlyunique Yeah you’re right that is his choice not mine.. I will try my best to make things up with him because I do want to be with him and have what we used to have! But my biggest fear is him not wanting this anymore.. I hate rejection and he has every right to just blow me off. :( it would help my self worth thank you so much for your kind words :) - written 11 months, 3 weeks ago
honestly you should do what makes you happy start of with that because i know how parents are and my parents have also told me to not be with one of my ex boyfriends who cheated on me, i went back like an idiot and i learned to not take **** from no one..it made me stronger..but my parents were still there to support me and watch for me.. i might sound stupid BUT at the end of the day you experience life and we all live and learn.. you learn from your own mistakes.. and your parents cant always stop you from doing anything.. at the end of the day your going to do what you want.. but you should tell your parents theyre going to find out eventually.. and he should go apologize to your parents because if this guy wants to be with you maybe for the rest of your life he needs to start by making things right with your parents.. and your parents are always going to be there for you.. but this guy might not be here in a month or year.. im just saying to do what makes you happy.. no relationship is perfect.. not everything in this world is rainbows and cupcakes.. - written 11 months, 3 weeks ago
@allthemessylove i know i cant take anything back and yes he shouldnt take me back.. he doesnt deserve none of the crap i put him through.. i would rather ten times see him happier with someone else than hurt by me..
@slightlyunique yes i would give him everything and try my best to fight for what we had but i feel like i should just leave him alone and let him be happy.. cus i know for a fact he deserves to be happy.. he was such an amazing person to me i dont know how i let this happen.. im an idiot..i took it all for granted :’( - written 11 months, 3 weeks ago