Richard Cor de Lyon's reply history at Help.com

I can’t post it here… it’s porn… and that would be way too irresponsible for me. Little ones could read it. Not to mention I’m not too keen on having the FBI pull up to my door anytime soon!

I’ve never in my life done that…. you are so weird!
;-P

Nope…. only those. one more erotica… but too racy to post. Hounds of love and Poor Crazy or Criminal are Romances.

lol… how much of this post will be here tomorrow? LOL…. phone sex is great when distance is involved.

A little… I have a better one for you Liz…lol
~Rich

Why New York… I thought USC in Los Angeles was the best Film school in the country?

Ok… here it is… you can read any of them of course but in line with this thread I was thinking of Woodland Dancing.

http://www.angelfire.com/realm2/hrp/W…

dang… the link broke.. sorry… let me try again.

here’s a story I wrote ~

http://www.angelfire.com/realm2/hrp/I…

Enjoy.

My greatest turn on is being able to turn on my lover… to make her crazy… make it all last soooooo long. I want to feel wave after wave from her. Tantric… to be soooo absorbed that all things disappear except the energy between us. So that when i close my eyes… I feel like eagles making love in a free fall!!!

Sounds to me buddy that you are doing pretty good. As you know any loss comes with the stages of grief… denial, anger, barganing, depression and acceptance. Sounds to me like you’ve done just about all of it already to some degree… while she might still be stuck on denial/anger.

“when love beckons, follow it; though its way is steep and hard and the swords hidden under its pinions will wound you…” (Kahil Gibran, The Prophit) Great love is bound to cause great joy… and therefore at one point or another great pain. Seems like you’ve had it all… and that is something so special… some people NEVER get that chance… or are to afraid to take that risk. You risked much… and your reward was great (for a time)… now you must suffer some… but you WILL rise from those ashes, so much like the pheonix… and burn bright another time!
Bright blessings ~ R

lol.. yeah… don’t know how that came about… but I accept it’s desire to be part of things…lol

Unfortunately… words are the cage to our most heartfelt feelings. Often we feel from the heart, and the words are caught in our very human cage. Yet they are not all we have, and you are selling yourself short if you think she does not understand you. The problem is that going backward instead of forward is often very difficult. Hey… I dont know the whole story here… and I don’t have to. I feel your pain, cause I’ve been there plenty of times… and I’ll be there one more time … with you.
Love ~ Rich

hey buddy… a heart like yours couldn’t feel any other way. I’m proud of you. You loved greatly…and your sorrow is great. This is how it is meant to be. Know that your pain is our pain…and your pain is just a measurement of your JOY. But above all this, I know you learned a bright golden lesson.

Most of us have been where you are… and even if that is not the case, we are all connected. I wish you quick acceptance, and therefore peace if not happiness.

Bright blessings ~Rich

and you made ms smile even bigger :D

ohhhh yeah… my daughter has discovered it’s hella more fun to keep the power and control, than to give it away. She can dish it out as good as any of em… and she’s finding that most of them that give her crap… are all wind bags anyway… yep… being yourself is the best… ’cause when you lie about that well… it takes sooooo much energy to keep it going. Save the energy and use it to have FUN!!! AND OMG… aren’t YOU a blessing to this WORLD!!
Bright blessings ~ Rich