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• Overwelmed with disturbing news/reports/stories. posted (2 years, 6 months) ago
  When surfing the web, what I usually do when I’m idle and tired for other activities, apart f…

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• Overwelmed with disturbing news/reports/stories.
  

  Hehe I’ll try to memorize that :)
  I’m doing a bit better, thank you.
  I tried talking to people in real life, but they more enjoy discussing organic food, natural therapies, gardening and profiting life. And bringing up this topic results in them staring at me blankly, as if I’m talking inappropriately or to myself (they’re mostly elderly, perhaps I sound immature to them?). Maybe this year I’ll find more like-minded friends once I go to university… I’m looking forward to it.
  - written 2 years, 5 months ago

• Overwelmed with disturbing news/reports/stories.
  

  (For the record, I check this thread time by time :) )
  - written 2 years, 5 months ago

• Overwelmed with disturbing news/reports/stories.
  

  Thanks both of you, David and Amelia.
  
  Actually my plans for future involve this. I won’t travel to other countries and aid people in location, become an strong figure whose voice will infiltrate everywhere, or a police or a doctor, it’s not what one with my skills is best at.
  
  But in where my talents lie… And as one who wishes to work as an illustrator or in video game industry, and knows how normalized violence or a zealous mindset can addle one’s humanity, I plan to make my audience see crime disenchanted, using their own young and lively concepts - to spread my evil-sensitivity disease, if you like ;)
  
  *But* the recent impacts are mentally crippling me and my self discipline, and draining my life energy and stealing my already-limited joy in life (I’m far away from family and old friends, that might explain a bit). If I’m to be of any help for the world, I should learn how to shield myself from breakdowns that interfere with my training and growth… In the state I’m currently in, I’m just too broken to function. I *hope* it’s a temporary state, it surely doesn’t look like it.
  
  (BTW English is not my first language, I apologize if I wasted your time with long and hard explanations)
  - written 2 years, 6 months ago

• i just found out today that he got married in Nov,
  

  I could imagine how hard it’d be for you at the moment. (for me, for ages whenever I was alone my thoughts started drifting towards him… the end was bitter but at least it “disspelled” my emotional knot shortly after. Looks like it’s going to be the same for you).
  
  But I’m glad you seem to be preparing to move on, best of luck with it. And about a lonely good man… I bet there are many of them. Just maintain good spirits, take good care of yourself, and be alert and have a sharp eye (and just in case, be careful of honest but bitter men who take everything too seriously, they are occasionally both “good” and “lonely” but I didn’t find solace and peace with the one I got hooked up with). Anyways, I talk too much… again, goodluck :)
  - written 2 years, 6 months ago

• i just found out today that he got married in Nov,
  

  From what you said about him, he doesn’t sound like an appropriate man even for his own wife. Work on it to change your heart lest one day you’ll regret all the time you were in love with him and lost the chance to be with someone else. I’ve been in similar positions (loving only one person who didn’t return the same fidelity etc.) and once released of it I felt a lot better… It worths trying.
  - written 2 years, 6 months ago

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