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hey!!!!!!!!!!!!
helllllloooooooooooooo :)

how are you hunny?

anytime hunny:)

Yeah me too. I’m ready to be ok again and I want to. Just dunno how.

Thank you, Angie :).

i really hope the best for you hun,i hope this is just a bad period&ends asap!

im always there for you..:)

*huggies& love too *x

It’s okay Angie. No one knows what to do… I don’t even know what to do with myself.

It still means a lot to me that you’re there to listen if I need to talk, and that I can be honest with you. That’s more than I have in real life :)…

*many hugs and lots of love*

aw,nisa..im so sorry lv :(

im glad your medicines working..

* really dont kno what to say hun:(
im lost for words* :(

all i can reasure you on,is being there for you :)

Yeah I know but I started thinking about killing myself again. More seriously this time. So I had to stop it. The medicine stops it.

I started getting lonely and realized I missed my ex girlfriend a lot. I miss the physical intimacy of being with her. Not like sexual, like just holding her and stuff. Then other stuffs happened that I don’t wanna talk about. Then I started thinking about my mom again and how I’m so lost in life. All I want is my mom or for someone to tell me what I should do. I have neither. So I suffer.

I feel better because of the medicine though.

aw,nisa :(

doubling up on medicine is not a good idea!

why did things go downhill again?

I got better for a while but then things went back downhill again. I’ve just double dosed on my medicine and it’s making me feel better. So yay for medicine. :)

helllllllllloooooooo :)

you still no better lv?

I’m glad to hear it :). At least he doesn’t have to worry about it anymore ^^.

I was doing better. Went back downhill. It’s the same stuff again.

helllllloooooooo :)
josh is over his pox now..

how are you doing hun? :)

Hey Angie :).

How’s your little one? Doing better from the chicken pox???

I keep meaning to send you an email but I’m a lazy bastard. I promise I’ll get to it soon :). Thanks for checking in on me, talk to you soon ^^.

nisa..
long time no speak hun,i hope your well x

remember youve always got my email..
mail me anytime..

keep your chin up lv,youve got your mums spirit alright&im sure shes extremely proud of you..
*just as i am*
laters x

Thanks a lot :). You’re right lol depression absolutely sucks but I’ll be fine. Got my mom’s strength ^^.

Oh I understand completely. Take your time and care for him. Wish you and him all the best [and a speedy recovery :)]!

Until next time :)… Nisa ^^

aw,thats brill news nisa,:)
im not gona be on as much seeing why jcs poorly..
im gona have log off soon..im made up your getting on your feet again..#
its not nice being sad :)

Aw man that really sucks :(. I remember chicken pox… It’s friggin awful. I hope he gets better fast…

I’m doing well now :). Fighting a bit of insomnia and dry mouth because of my meds lol but otherwise doing much better than the other day.

hya lv,im fine but our jc isnt..hes got chkn pox!just got back from drs..hes also got chest infection too!
that means a wk of school!!*poor bugger*

how are you feeling lv?:)

Hey Angie, how are ya? Man, you’ve got a buttload of shouts :O!

no worries hun you get your head down&dream sweetly :)

laters x

Oh jeez. I’m sorry but that’s a bit comical XD! That sounds like something you’d see on TV lol. Like I said, I’m really glad you’re okay though, that could have been serious.

Me too :). Great to smile again ^^.

I haven’t slept yet so I’m probably going to head off to bed. Promise to check in and catch up more later K? Thanks again Angie ^^. Means everything to me :).

lmao!
i was sorting clothes out etc,i threw the washing on the stairs why my hands were full..
half way down i slipped over the clothes&landed on my side&back lol!
my fkn fingertips were throbbing too lol!
*tell you i wont be doing that again lol*

im glad ive made you smile..:)

Oh jeez, Angie, how did you fall down the stairs??? I’m glad you’re okay. Hope your ribs heal up soon… I know how that feels, it friggin SUCKS!!!

Great to hear everyone is doing fine ^^. Even more reason for me to smile today, yeah?

lmao!!!

my ribs a bit sore were i fell downstairs part from that im fine lol!

kids are doing well,buisness is fine..
will*my granson is coming on great&love my hubby more than ever!
lifes sweet at the mo..
this ribs hurting me tho lmao!*im a dozy get!honest to god!!!*:D

we took up a lot of time talking about me… i’m feeling loads better now :). how about you? how have you been?

anytime hun,:)

i know angie :). i’m just no good at asking for help when i need it.

i think so too. just not very good at it because we haven’t really done it. you’re absolutely right though.

when my nan passes, idk what’s gonna happen. in all honesty i wanna stay alive long enough to see her go. i’m trying to shoot for that right now.

i’m going to try to let it out. i will definitely keep this in mind. my therapist said the same thing. thanks so much ^^.

nisa..im always here for you,you kno that!

i think its about time..you&your bros talked about your mum&celebrated her memory..
you need to go drs for peace of mind!*its driving you mental*put an end to it once&for all!!!
its sweet that you&your nan have such close bond!
but when your nan passes,what then?
are yu gona keep schtum about her memorys???
each&every person needs to be remembered..vocally as well as..
talk nisa..the last thing you need at the mo is to bottle things up&cause more stress!!!
your mum wouldv wanted all her kids to be happy..do the right thing..pour your heart out..:)

nothing happens. we just don’t talk about her. it hurts too much.

i haven’t been yet but i’m going to go soon. i am losing sleep over this.

it’s okay. my nana is an awesome lady. i will miss her love but i’m glad i gots her now u know? me and my nana = BFFF :).

thanks angie. i don’t think u know how much it means that u even took time to listen to me. seems like nobody really cares.

aw,yep the simplest little things can trigger of bad memories..
what happens if any of you try talk about her?
i was there when my mum died too..leaves a huge hole!you been to drs &got checked yourself?
this will give you peace of mind :)
as for your nan nisa,im sorry hun :(
youll get thru this..i know you will :)

have

idk, anything really. we never really talk about her so i guess it has to come up somehow. i saw a show earlier with a little dwarf girl and it said she was prone to brain aneurysms. that’s what my mom died of. so i start thinking of her.

i was there with her in the room when she die. so when i get pains in my head i panic and think i’m dying. it drives me nuts.

my nana is just old. diabetic and suffering from arthritis. she has heart problems.

whats happened to stir up the memorys again?

aw,nisa..:(

whats wrong with your nan?

my mom died when i was 11. i have never really felt right about it or dealt with it. it’s coming back now and fucking me up.

my nana is all i have besides my brothers. but she’s 92 and sickly. i don’t know how much time i have with her. i am terrified of what will happen when she dies.

bloody hell nisa!
we havnt spoken for so long..i didnt even know about your mum or your nan!!!

whats going on?

i don’t really know where to start.

i miss my mom. i feel empty inside now.

i’m worrying myself sick over my nana dying.

no school, no job. i feel useless and hopeless.

i feel invisible like i don’t matter to anyone in real life.

i’m struggling with my anxiety and depression. i’m on medication but i don’t think it’s working. i crashed bad tonight.

like what?

talk to me..

everything is fucking up.

why???

i had a scare and thought i was gonna kill myself tonight. i am calming down now.

nisa..whats wrong?

aw,thanks hun :)

u always made me laugh when i was sad, even if i never told u. ur awesome :).

thankyou :)

I like your new avatar :)!

hya lv,soory to hear your not so good…:(

youve got my email if you want a natter..
take care my little dolphin! :)

Hey Angie :).

I haven’t been doing so good lately but I’m around so :)…

hellllllllllllooooooooo :)

you ok lv :)

merry belated xmas,my little dolphin x

Hey Angie, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!