I am sending my Christmas greetings already, just incase I don’t see you here before the big day, I am sure I will but I would rather be safe than sorry!
So….
Hope you have a Fabtastic Christmas and new year!!!
I do too :-/ Have you decided how long you want to stay in the Navy? You really do have a lot going on. I dont know how you are still awake at the end of the day.
I’m glad you’re finally on break! sheesh its about time. Sweden would be awesome *is so jealous right now* I hope you have fun. Though I have no idea what a ‘hol’ is… holiday maybe? crazy British lingo.
I’m doing okay today, the last few days I’ve been a bit off, but I’ll be fine. I start classes on Tuesday and honestly I’m so nervous. I don’t feel prepared at all, but I’m sure it’ll go great. It usually comes back when you’re back in that atomosphere again.
Have fun tonight, and stay out of trouble :)
That’s good news punk! I’m think I’ll be off soon. I’ll try and get another 40 mins to work out my train route from the airbase in England to whereI live.
Half 6pm is late enough for you to go to bed I think, you’ll be able to sleep for at least 12 hours with your lack of sleep. I did 11 last night! lol
I didn’t really think you was on sharpies punko! If you get a chance send me a short e-mail.
No I’m not high on sharpies now. What kind of a question is that?? lol
I am about to pass out punk so I may go to bed soon, I’m trying to stay up though.
I’ll be fine, just trying to ’stay positive’ or whatnot with this stuff.
I’m sorry you’re dad left. 16 would’ve been a hard age to deal with that. Not that there’s an easy age, still. Having to hold shit together and all.
oh and did I tell you? I heard back from the Mac store and it’ll only cost $125 to fix my computer! I’m so excited, they said it should be done in a few days.
hey you! sort of a bad time of it here. Long story, I’ll tell you about it later.
lol I didn’t see the last Rocky film… I think I stopped at like Rocky 4 maybe?
Glad you’re dedicated though.
When you get to England, you will buy a sharpie, sniff it, and draw pictures of the Albanian sun, and then you will have experienced my high school education!
argh that bugs me about your sister. I don’t get it. How do children raised by the same people be so drastically different??
OMG I can’t believe your sister did that!! oh man Ady what a bitchy thing to do. That really would’ve been cool to have. Did you start the collection over? Man that sucks that you can’t even leave stuff like that at home.
I’m not sure what the ‘do what I gotta do’ is in this situation. Its a big joke but it makes me laugh that we’ve kept it going. I mostly just use it against them to get what I want lol. I personally got tired of Rocky pretty fast, but its a good quote. My sister Haley used to make me watch that and ‘the mighty ducks’ incessantly often so that’s probably why.
yes I’m afraid that might be the case. I want his name Jaycinta because that’s my uncle’s name and he reminds me of him. Though my uncle is from Calcutta and is a bit wierd, he doesn’t need to know that lol. I was Ken’s mid week ho but apparently there was a trade. Its qutie confusing I must say.
lol sharpies are those felt markers.. I can’t believe you don’t know what sharpies are!! they’re fabulous. I collect them.
Argh I wish I had snow right now! I’d love to build a snow man. If you ever build a snow woman put boobs made of apples. My friend told me it was cruel to leave them boobless but its nasty to molest the snow into the right shape.
hehehehe I did not realise I had 666 subscriptions - that is pretty cool LOL
leaving merry old England (Hampshire to be exact) coz I have had enough. Want to see the World. Feel like I have been here and done that. Want to find a new culture. Where better to start than in Cali with Blakeslee my love :o)
that is the strangest thing about chat… all I can think is maybe your connection isn’t good or it doesn’t let you autorefresh. or they may have deliberatley done that so the people there couldn’t do chat. Strange indeed. argh.. want me to ask a mod what they think it is?
I’m not a morning person at all either unless I got an icredible sleep the night before and I usually need a good shower to wake me up.
I’m sorry you’re isolated feeling :-/ I wish I could help. I understand the feeling though. Are you still at the base in the Falklands??
I would NEVER play the cello in a band called the electric trees. More importantly I’m not nearly good enough. as much as I love the cello, I don’t consider myself a cellist. I always pictured a band called the electric trees would be guitars, bass, drums, and vocals. Isn’t that the best name ever? I thought of it when I was getting high off sharpies in the back of my science class in the 7th grade (abt 14) with my friend Blakely.
ah sorry, I cut my leg pretty bad last night and it keeps reopening :-/
What time does your plane take off tomorrow?
I think I have a good shot at getting the nocturnal phase over today, I’ve been up since last night and I feel pretty good so far so I think I can make it!
I can’t believe that mean DJ did that over the speakers! lol poor ady. I once tripped and dropped the ball and it jumped over to the next lane, rolled down, and took down a few pins right as they were bowling and bumped their ball into the gutter lol. Quite embarassing.
I’m so glad you slept well!! I know what you mean about screaming in the mornings lol. I grew up having to learn to sleep the hell through it. I can sleep through yelling and tornados and earth quakes, but if I feel like someone’s in my room I flip out lol. I’ll wake up sometimes out of the deepest sleep and have this sense that someones in there. Usually its just my dog but omg it creeps me out.
Hey punk! I just got in, I think its 1am there. I woke up at about 6pm and went out for a bit. Saw a band called ‘Pants’ that isn’t bad at all, then we went bowling. Which was great fun, I always win, but it has a downside. I always embarass myself terribly at least once or break a major piece of their equipment lol. I have come to terms with this, and see it as a fair trade. I did win, but I broke the thing that feeds the bowling balls to you at the end of the lane. oopsie :)
Its better than that time I went too far and hit the highly waxed lane and fell on my ass and then slid halfway down the lane.
I’m still nocturnal, but I’m gonna try to form a better plan and get this sorted out tonight. Any tips? You’re one of the few people who know exactly how this is!
They won’t give you a bed?? Where are you going to sleep?? There’s some room in mine if you get desperate…
And where’s my email?!? just kiddin ponyfuck, I know you’re exhausted ;)
That roller coaster dream is likely related to waking more than being a dream with underlying meaning and personal truths.
Some dreams we have are stimulated by physical sensations to varying degrees, and the image of the forward-collapsing roller coaster is most likely associated with the vertigo of waking, as opposed to the dream causing you to wake.
I’d guess this dream occurred at about the same time every night.
I am curious about the dream symbols, but, in general, the tunnel and emerging from the tunnel relate to coming to consciousness (at least enough to “check” your surroundings).
The cliff face relates to the separation between conscious and unconscious. Within the tunnel (underground) is unconscious, or asleep, and coming out of the tunnel is coming into consciousness, or waking.
The roller coaster points to a one-way, set course — the inalterable course of coming to a certain level of wakefulness.
I’m not sure about the color red in these dreams, but red is associated with alarm, passion, energy, fire and blood, and I’m inclined to think you may have had a sense of urgency while having these dreams.
Yeah, thats why I’m up. Im at least going to try to make it to like 8 or 9 tonite. I basically don’t have the energy to do everything but be half asleep so I’m working and being on here and watching movies and stuff. Might go out to the barn later. Driving like this might not be a good idea though.
Its fine if you have to go, no worries. Are you alright?
Yikes, complicated. I’m glad you got to get on though! I’m still up and working… haven’t slept yet.
how’d you sleep?
oh and did you get out of your presentation deal?
lol well maybe they should set your bed times! You get scandalously little sleep. reminds me of high school. blergh.
my dad called me and had the most hilarious problem today… apparently our family line is ending so its my duty now to marry, bare a son, and keep our last name, despite what my husbands would be. I was just like…. I’m envious that this is the biggest problem in you’re life lol
apparently its up to me because lauren has no intention of marrying and we suspect haley to be a lesbian. this amuses the hell out of me and I got quite a laugh. mostly because he doesn’t know I’m barren lol
you’re leaving tomorrow already?? for some reason I thought that was further off… wow. July has really snuck up on me I guess. I’m so excited you’re leaving! your email hasn’t gotten here just yet. How many days will you be in transit? I’m gonna miss you :-/
I’m good, just got in. I went to see a local band with a few friends but they were going out drinking afterwards so I figured I’d skip. They might go up to the lake after so I might head out again about 1 or 2 maybe.
wow… it says you made one of those shouts ten minutes ago… it totally didn’t show up. wierd. awww poor cold ady! I prefer being cold than hot, but not icy cold. they’re mean! I’d keep you warm if I could :(
lol your mind is definitely literal. I’d never bothered to interpret many before, only the ones that really bother me. It was a kind of creepy one :-/ my friends started dying and stuff, but there was so much random stuff in it I figured that definitely needed the interpretation. Made a lot of sense though. At least made it less creepy.
lol nope. no sleep just yet, but im starting to get tired. I’ve been workin and cleanin and on and off with help. and I had oster interpret one of my dreams. it was wierd!!! my subconcious is scary.