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Hey Jen,Jen!! How are you? I miss you! Im doing good.I hope we talk soon I LOVE U!!

Hey Jen,Jen i’m having some hard time’s you know whith Emily and all.Things will get better?Anyway how are you?I REALLY miss you.Give me a shout when you have time.
-Love C.

I so hope you see my post!!!

Lol YO!! Well this is why i love you..When im down like this you make me happy.What do you do in bed?? LoL!!! I miss you i hope we talk soon.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo

okay the comment below was for a friend and is a joke i mistakenly sent it to my self.. haha

I thought you said you werent peeing in your bed anymore? you need to talk to your doc about this.. well you know if you have any questions just ask okay…. Jen

And this is why i love you soooo much!

Hows my Jen,Jen?Well if filly got on here and let me tell you my life has not been fun.Im in love with this girl on help nemed Lilie and i toold HER!! Look in my shout box you my see her.And youll be mad at me for this im not taking my bipolar meds..I NOW but i dont like what they do to me.Ill probly be back in the hospital!! I think im going CRAZY.I miss you and i love you give me a shout ok?
-Love..Me!

Hi Jen,Jen how are you doing? Good i hope im not doing good at all i want to kill myself and cut.I dont know whats keeping my alive right now.I cry alomst every night and i cant sleep.I’ll try to be online to night but i dont know you can try to call me too.I love you.xoxoxxo

Hi Jen,Jen I sent you some letters i hope you get them.Im not doing so good.I wish we cud talk more but its ok.Im takeing it 1 day at a time and hopeing all be ok.I miss you so much!!!! How are you doing? Are you working? Im not is hard enof to take care of myself.lol.So i just wanted to say hi and i hope all is well with you.I love you with all my heart….Love Crista.xoxoxo

K love you xoxo…..

Im really sad ive been crying but NOT cutting.I see my dr this week.So maybe i get new meds.But im really down.

Im dont doing so good :(

miss u too lol. how are you? how was your x-mas? and stuff like that

I miss you,i miss you!

Hi you r u still online??

Hi Jen,Jen!!! How are you doing? Im ok im on new meds so will see how they work out.I miss you i hope we talk soon so give me a shout k? Love you……

Hey you! I miss you so much.I miss talking to you.How have you been?? Im doing ok will see if i have the shock therapy or not.I see my dr soon.SoOoO we will see.Im not cutting i still think about it but im still cut free.SHOUT ME when you get this k? I miss you Jen,Jen.Lots of love Crista.xoxoxo

Hey you hows it going? 4 once im happy i dont know why.I just am.Hows work going 4 you? Well Jen,Jen hope we talk soon. xo

Hey Jen! I had alot of fut too.im glad i got to see to.get my notes yet? well ill let you go hope we talk sOoOoOn.xoxo

YoOoOoO! Hope your well.xoxo

Do you remembr when i would call you @ like 9:30.We would talk for alittle bit then we fall a sleep? I miss those days.im doing ok im glad i get to see you this weekend.Well ill let you go.Love you! xoxo

Yo! How are you doing? im glad i get to see you this weekend hope we have fun.Well not much here ill tell you when i see you.xoxo

Yo how are you doing? Im doing good i dont know y.I had a bad day but im still happy.Well hope we talk sOoOoOn. Love you!xo

Hey how are you doing? How is work? Well im doing ok i hope we talk sOoOon :)

Hey Jen i have therapy 2 night. so i dont know if ill be online ill try.xoxo

Hey sorry i ran off i had to take my meds.And its about 3am here i need sleep.I need sum zZzZzZzZzZ.xo

Hey ive g2g soon.My legs look really bad.I dont know if i can talk about it or not.Ill be online for alittle bit sOoOoO i hope we talk sOoOon love you.xoxo

I can talk about it.I was doing so good what do i say i cut over 52 times? You & 1 other person knows and im not telling my mom it would hurt here so bad.I dont know any more.I can just say it,it would hurt every1 here. I know i hurt you i can do it Jen.Im lost.xoxo

R u online?

Not much here.Im alittle down but its ok i cut twice today.I need to stop i dont know what to do about this.xoxo

Hey im online can we talk?

Have you looked in your box? Well i will try to call you i cant beleve i ***! It sucks!Hope we talk soon.Love you.

Hey im not going 2 b online 2night.I have stuff to tell u hope we talk soon.xoxo

Your hearing alot from me sorry.Im going 2 eat becus as you know ive got 2 much going on.I dont think ill be online tonight but ill try 2 call u.xoxo

Im sorry.

Why am i stupid? I go to sites that are about cutting then i want to cut!I know dont go on them anymore but i like it at the same time.Now i want to cut really bad and im going to have to deal with it.Im not makeing a post.All i want to do is cut now!You have a really STUPID friend.Im sorry Jen.xoxo

Hey Jen.Im doing ok im going to try to not eat today but i might cus of my mom.I told 1 other person here about the eating thing.I think i said to much.Anyways how have you been? I keep missing you sorry i just have to take care of this.+ My moms bf is out of town all week so its just me & my mom.Well ill let you go love you.xoxo

And how is your Sunday going? how are you? Ive been better still trying to eat & not do what i do after.Other then that not much i hope we talk soon.xo

Hey well i kinda ate last night.Today is a new day i dont know what ill do.Thank you for your help love you too hope we talk soon.xoxo

Hey ive got to talk to you.I may call you or we can talk here.xoxo

Hey ill be online for a bit.xo

Hey how are you doing? Im ok i need to talk to you about something.Ill try to be online to night. xoxoxo

Hey sorry i ran off last night well i was pritty upset.I was shaking but insed of picking up a knife i picked up a pant brush.I did some art work.It kinda helped me i know i cud have cut last night but i didnt dont worry.Im still alittle down but we will talk latter something i want to teel you.xoxo

Hey ive got to go im not doing so good.We will talk later k.xoxoxo

Im so geting into it with them i dont want to fuck around its your frist post.Im not in the mood im alreald down.

Saw your post you can say something if you want.Just dont get into it to much.xoxo

ok if you cant post ill help if you get it ill see your post :)

So how did you feel about him today?? I hope i see my Dr Tuesday.xoxo