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Hehe, its funny how calling someone daft can be funny, loving and in some ways a compliment. At least, I think its meant to be like that..*starts to worry*

But hmm, well you think that until the unthinkable happens and that happen. Although, it would not be the unthinkable seeing that I did think it..and wonder if you thought it after I mentioned it..

*hugs back* I also love hearing from you especially about your love.

So, how are you today?

gtg.. ttyl take care

bye

Thats good!! All the best with that!!

*Sighs* what new? Nothing new happens with me!!

I’m not much better at staying in touch. haha
No, need to worry about me, silly little sister, the only way I am going before God wants to take me is if I am suicidal and I most certainly am not. And if God does want to take me do you think there is anything that will stop Him. haha

Anyway what have you been up to?

*starts to arch his back and gets out a walking stick*

Are you sure?

Thats great!! All the best then!! Which kind of job you’ll like to have?

Good Luck with this.

I am glad too :)

nothing. Just I am back, nothing else.

Omf! Hey, you know one of these days your going to break my back!

*patiently waits until you are distracted and pounces*

Hey Sally, *hugs you* it has been too long. How is everything?

*Hugs harder* aww… where were you?

Thats good!! does he know about james??
I hope he will do the same tooo. Good Luck!!

Me too. I like mountains…

*Keeps hugging you for a long time* I missed you too dear… yes, I am home now. I am very glad that I am home :)

So, whats the news???

*turns around wondering if Amber is still sitting there, after 13 hours*

Hmmmm..

Can you tell, where are you now a days?

*suddenly wakes up feeling some kind of presence but wakes up feeling very alone. Notices the note and starts to read it*

OK, I give up

*hits himself*

Pro Cras Tin Ation
r.,.a.,.,t.,.l
o.,.t.,.,a.,.o
p.,.s.,.,l.,.t
e.,.,.,.,k
r

Maybe this time it will work! After I have spammed your shout trail, sheesh! Sorry!

Pro Cras Tin Ation
r…a….t…l
o…t….a…o
p…s….l…t
e……..k
r

Stupid thing does not like spaces!

Pro Cras Tin Ation
r a t l
o t a o
p s l t
e k
r

Yeah! *sticks his tongue out*

*looks around* Hmm, it seems pretty quiet around here.

*gets the box back out and tips it upside down, tipping the contents all over the floor with a mushroom cloud of dust filling the room*

Whoops *He starts watching the dust settle on everything as you can slowly start to see the room again*

Teehe. Now then, Where is this diary..*yawns and spreads out on the sofa*

Hehe, your shouts are starting to jump back up now

*makes a huge mess and then leaves something behind*

https://privnote.com/n/lrziqxxqkxjwququ/

*starts singing, in his cruddy way*
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are

I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world

*laughs and puts it back then stuffs the note in her pocket*

https://privnote.com/n/fzrsbemoxtakkvcp/

Your shout trail is full of links :D

*smiles and flicks your hair in your face*

https://privnote.com/n/voelailttvbyolaa/

*prods Amber* Wake up hunny!!

*leaves a note at her side*

https://privnote.com/n/tdnkoybycfgyhbmu/

*laughs and tries to look at what the book was called*

*gets his favourite book and throws it at Murphy*

im doing well just using the internet at a library since mine isn’t working, so whats new?

how you doing?

Ohhhh well there is that, *tires to think*

Sods law would say that something would go wrong though lol

yeah that is True, and letters are almost forgotten in this day and age now.

Although I have to ask, wouldent your parents be even more suspicous then? Might even try to intercept your mail..

Problem with that, is that if you trust each other enough that way, woudleny you already ahve a way to communicate and so it would not really work?

I don’t know, somebody I trust, that I already get on with. That I trust enough to let tehm know where I live, and for them to let me know the same…

https://privnote.com/n/rwmbqjmmujczfsnt/

https://privnote.com/n/ambvmnwsbygemphv/

So who would be one then?

https://privnote.com/n/ukmkzgbtxjnbourm/

I had one once, but it didnt last long! Why dont you get one then??

You never had a penpal? awww thats not fair!

*sets up a perimetre around the note and sets up guards everywhere then sits next to it with a pitch fork*

Y’all stay away from it now, you hear! Only Amber is allowed to read!

*gets out the thing in his pocket*

https://privnote.com/n/hlruxafazafbrlcn/

yes, yes you do, they are great :). But imaigne it being in a actual letter.

Well..maybe!

HHHhmm ahhh OK. Now of course, this is where I sit here wondering whether its the kind of thing you dont want someone to bring up

*sits and crosses his legs waiting with something in his pocket*

Hmm, well that defeats some of its point. Maybe it would be a letter about a letter about a letter, they can be interesting..

Plus, never!

People will judge people on anything, just like how I might be judeing you on that :P

Still, say if you showed that to certain people and they did not judge you, wouldent that bring you even closer to them?

Hmm, I am not quite sure, which is why I want to know!

And yeah, lack of sleep because of the air! Ah ha I knew it!

But you said they were gone, when they werent…

And then you just put them the right way, which means you must of put them “back” the wrong way!

And try convincing me about the air when you do silly acts like that!

Really? Aww, I was kinda hoping to see what would of been in the letter.

Why is it best hidden?

*looks at you* Some is getting too much northern air again..

A letter to you? Where is it? What did it say? I dont remember it?

Best hidden?

*looks at the photos and takes two of them down, flipping them upside down and puts them back up*

Much better.

A letter? So your going my things now? Unless you mean a letter to you, if so, I must be writing them in my sleep or something!

*kicks the box under the table* Maybe Ill save that for another day.

So would you ever tell anyone else then other then a diary?

Sorry Amber, I came online in the morning and was half asleep lol. So, I couldnt meet you well. I wanna meet you again.

*HUGS you very hardly many times* Hi Dear. I missed you tooooo much. I really wanted to see you again. And couldnt stop myself from coming online in the morning. So, here I am :)

Sorry I forgot to hug you.

*Holds you in arms for a long time and hugs you harder, harder and harder* I missed you too, my dear friend.

Thats good.
Yea, I know James. I was wondering about Lucy. So, they are together now. Thats nice.

Someone??? haha, is he andy??? haha…

Nothing? Hows he? Have you decided which one to choose????

Wedding was fine. It just went well but a lil boring. None of my frnds were there. Brige groom’s bro was super busy and couldnt give much time to me. So, I stayed with my bros only and talked to them all the time. I couldnt dance there bcause I was sick. I was suffereing from Flu. They invited me to dance but I couldnt do :( But I enjoyed the trip. travelling with family is Super fun. I took some pics of the scenes on the way. They were thousands of mountains in our way. I enjoyed watching them for a long time but at night they looked scary… At night I watched the stars in the sky and really enjoyed because in the city we cant watch the stars because of lights and big buildings. Overall, you can say that it was fine. Not so cool, not so bad. It was 900 kms away (not 1300 kms) I drove half of the distance.. Now I am feeling fine and am fresh.

Nothing happened on other days?

Thats cool. Nice to hear that :) So you do many things for your friends.

James and lucy?? Who are they? Tell me..

I am back now :) So, Cheer up ;D

*whips out knitting* we might be here a bit.

*whimpers* but you are so much to me how am I even equal to you?

Well then it seems that we might be here for a bit…a really long bit.

Ah! I can’t win! no, no no no, Amber, I am nothing next to you!

Blackwater is a paramilitary contracting firm that is employed currently by the US government, but they work for anyone who is willing to pay. In short they are mercenaries. I can’t join them because they require 3 yrs. military experience and that I do not have. There are others though that are willing to give basic training and a job as well. These organizations are paid insane amounts of money, but that is not why this is what I want to do it is because it is what I am good at. I will be nineteen before you are sixteen. hehe

Wait, I thought you are fifteen. Plans, huh?
Military, maybe a private contracting firm like Blackwater just a bit more toned down. I may join the US military, but I have some reservations about that. What about you? Still the teacher route?

So I’d have hollow bones? SWEET.

*refuses to let go of you*

No! I wasn’t meant to take you heart, give it to someone worthy of you, someone who deserves it. I’m not good enough! AH!

I think that you want to be dating, but aren’t. School for me is a needless brick wall that I won’t be able to smash through until May of next year.