Live is messed up today! I can’t even see if I can help somebody today. I am condamned to telephone duty because my coworker is ill, my roomate is driving me nuts again and I am still single, for Darn’s sake…
It’s not mattie and juli i need a break from. It’s life. I want to go somewhere and not think about anyone. I know it’s selfish. But I feel like I’m falling apart. I just need to breathe.
I don’t know what else to do. She asked me if she can go to Ashley’s house after school today. I said no. She has homework and studying to do. She spend all weekend with her friends. She starts the “y r u being mean?”. “I feel so alone”. “I’m going to cry”. I can’t take it anymore.