this weekend? pretty awful to be honest love but then many of them are.
Today looks to be much simpler, firstly I have to go tell some agency that ive moved house, germans not only make you do that everytime you move, they make you pay for the priveledge, mean people. Then food shopping, annoying italian medical professionals by email and trying to hunt down my loan/wages. fun all round really
do what I do, stop caring. Bad things are always going to happen, thats why the pair of us ended up on a site like this and to be honest, its too hard to fight those things, best you do is to ignore the bad shit and try have some fun.
i mean I used to be mad as hell about everything, now ive just sorta given up. its easier really
Yeah unfortunately, he’s one of those guys that isn’t single yet acts like it and expects everyone else around him to be the same - and it works!!
I have no idea if I should not punish myself because theres a reason to be worried or try to stop being a jealous cow and get over it! …obviously the second one would be less painful.
ah blast from the past, never good. I take it the old friend is still into the wild stuff? Also if its getting too much going out all the time just find some excuses not to go, im sure people will understand considering youve got work an everything.
Aww thank you your awesome :) Alcohol is good. Well the *new* stuff is my boyfriend has met his old friend from his *wild* days… and the person remembers my boyfriend for all the stuff he used to be like and he’s not like that anymore thank god lol. Only we have gone from going out 3/4 times a month to going out 4/5 times a week. I’m tired and drained from work and not sure how much more I can take being drunk lol. Its just hard thats all. I’m enjoying it but not at the same time.
moderation, schmoderation, I live in the land of beer now, although it does put a burden on the budget.
sorry to hear about the nervousness, but new things are always good? what are they?
oh and if you ever need reassuring you can always call on me, im very good at it yknow.
‘dont worry, it’ll work out for the best, because you’re awesome and can handle it and even if it doesnt work out, dont get too down, just have a drink and do something else’
see? you feel better already dont you?
sorry to hear you’re so bogged down with work an everything, ive at least managed to get out a few times and sample german nightlife (which takes a lot of getting used to). Where you working anyway?
So yeah, soldier on and im sure youll be great and if you ever need anything dont forget your little army of helper friends.
x
more rain? didn’t think that was possible
glad to hear you’re doing so well, im much the same as ever, ups and downs, strikes and gutters, luckily ive managed to keep a constant flow of alcohol coming to keep me balanced.