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despite the nature of this site, I do not feel comfortable speaking on such a level when others can so easily read my personal though.

someguylhs @ hotmail.com

thanx

thank you all
you have helped so much

life is **** sometimes
i have had some experiences i wish i could explain in such a way
but pain slows thought
and im a shi tty poet.

i can respect that opinion
but consider that if i hadnt looked
i wouldnt know
I have been played before
I could have a million girls but see seems true
so much for my love senses…..

ciber* ….

sorry
my computers being itself again…

help…

for sure

I believe that is what I will do
I have no idea why i care so much to begin with
but I hope time helps

i know i shouldn’t leave my present girlfriend
because my ex now wants me back

but honestly the relationship i had with her
was so deep and pure at the time
that i crave that feeling again
and i know that 99% odds it’ll never be like that again.
she cheated and the trust from the relationship faded

but i still cant control that i want to be with her

i work as a maitenance carpenter as a shopping mall
shes there for school for the next 4 years
shes already pretty deep into this and im afraid of hurting her

i have my own house
but ive put alot of work into it
and i dont want to sell

i dont think theres many people out there that understand my situation

i have a wicked job right now that i could never get anywhere else….

thing is i have done alot to never have relationships that were long distance.
I get lonely very easily
I haven’t been seeing this girl all that long

and the relationship i had with my ex was the deepest feeling ive ever had with anyone

im afraid that i am only in a relationship now because im afraid to be alone
she is a very awesome girl
but i cant stop thinking about this problem