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awh im happy ya got company there hope your being good!!! have a great wkend :d

hey hey :P
im all good, got my best mate in the world up here for a few days so the craziness abounds!

so what ya up ta ?
hows things?

dood, i know. im fucking things up in a most epic way right now. ill get there though. i just gotta get me through the next few weeks and ill be right :)

good god country what ya been up ta ? your way better than doing that shit and from reading what you wrote you have a hell alot going for you, you really gotta prioritise and get back your focus . now thats you told lol how have you been today?

hey :)
well im doin it a little tough right now, to be honest, things are falling apart at the seams a little, but i had a big blub and a rant here just now and already the sun is a tad brighter, so thats positive :)
im glad things are settling down again for you, i cant imagine how much this must have rocked your world when it happened, but i can plainly see that youre going to be totally fine, i hope you can too :)

awh house hunting , hum sure isn’t easy , so will you be looking to house/apartment share? me yea i am ok , getting there you know things settling down getting back to some kind of normality with the support my friends and family, working away which is great distraction i love my job.had a break from hospital visits so kinda on a even Kiel , looking forward to xmas. so ya finished your assignments and exams?

heya :P
im all g, getting ahead of myself again and looking for new places to live back in my hometown, bit of a freakin mission from where i am now thats for sure!
how you doin?

hi trouble hahaha hows things ??
any news with you?

country thank you , so hows things yourside ? the back ? the med’s , the studies?

well that is pretty darned shit isnt it.
you should make anonymous accounts on those dating sites and tell everyone how crap he is:P
or try reporting to the sites contacts that he is a known HIV spreader. grasping at straws i know, but i really wanna get this guy!
if i was anywhere near wherever you are, nothing would give me more pleasure than to kick his ass lol

i was sitting there with a hat on waiting to get bloods i just happened to glance up and there he is i panicked got up walked out , we both have the same consultant now the doctor has to decided who he’s gonna treat,he told me i’m his preference of course but code of ethics may not allow him , country he was mad he sat there staring into space for 5mins this guy is doing this on purpose to women , i have seen him on different things online date sites ect looking to meet women openly stating (intimate encounter)i have known him 4yrs, our own relationship was on/off a yr, it just shows you can trust no one, there are so much between the line’s i cant go into here but if you knew you’d know how dangerous he is. there is no law here for the hospital to do anything about this,they can’t break confidentiality and nothing i say can be proven is hear say, they totally believe me but is beyond their control to do anything,and by exposing him i’m exposing myself is catch 22

i cannot imagine how incredibly hard and earth shattering what you are going through is. i doubt i could go through it without really getting revenge on the guy who did it.
do the doctors etc know who he is? surely they could take action on your behalf without outing you?

no no i couldn’t do that my house friends job everything is here , that’d really be letting him win . but very narrow minded people here i would be treated like i had the plague, i F**king hate that B**st**d for doing this to me , he was an immigrant to my country i wish he’d f**k off home , but he wouldn’t do that treatment here is free and available he is scum, my doctor my nurse the councillors horrified at he’s done i had every specialist with me the other day , i’m not a run the mill patient not a drug user ect ect i don’t mean that anyone who has got this that way are beneath me, im just an every day run the mill person who go’s to work cares for my child , he is doing this on purpose to women like me . i’m sorry for swearing i’m just feeling so angry you know , he has chandged my life for ever.

would it be possible for you to immigrate somewhere else where that is not the case?

hi awh nz cool i dunno why i thought US. i hope he rots for what he has done , but here no case’s have been taking to court, but for the way i would be treated after all is said and done long term i wouldn’t have much quaility of life here . i intend getting on with my life . so hows you hows your back?

hey, no im from NZ, and there have in fact been cases here where guys like that, who knowingly infected people, have been sent down for a hell of a long time.
prejudice is a cunting thing when it comes to justice huh.
i guess then, living your life to the fullest and not allowing him to take any more of your time and energy will be the best payback!

i don’t want to go into so much detail , from what i gather you are from the us? but where im from is a big big deal and noone would ever speak to me again i would be and my daughter an outcasted and i wouldn’t have a job for long i was be isolated, and i was told no one has ever taken this kind of case to the courts, i’m not scared of him i could literaly kill him, but i live alone with my daughter, he has done something that alerted me to getting myself checked in the first place i don’t wanna talk bout it. he is one evil vile person.

oh come on, hes already given you this illness, are you going to let him have you running scared the rest of your life as well?
youre ILL, not a freak, who cares if people find out!
waste his ass!

thats what i wanted to do but by doing that i’m exposing myself, he could ruin my life he knows where i work everyone i know where i live ect ect he is a big man i would be scared he would do something if he’s capable of this he can do anything to me and he wouldn’t care, from what they indicated at the hospital without breaking confidentiality was he’s known some time , so was done on purpose to me, i know him 5yrs imagine and he has done this on purpose,there are some very sick sick ppl in this world, awh thankfully you’ll be finished soon,hows your back?

heya, one more week of exam stress then im done :)
you should definitely take that mofo to court, get him locked up for as long as you can girl.what a douchefag he is, id have punched him square in the nuts haha

i went the hospital yesterday and seen the person who gave this to me , he didn’t see me i left was awful , he knowely did this to me , the hospital want me to take him to court was a terrible day yesterday , but I’m still standing , that person wrote on my post upset me i reported them. awh poor you is the back pain easing? so have you finished the exams?try try relax as much as you can ;)

uhm, ive not encountered him to e honest, but i know hes come into mod consideration a few times, so theres a hint haha.
im doin well, last couple of weeks have been ultra stressful but just makes you appreciate the relaxation more haha.
howre you doin?

i changed my name

ps this is kathkath

hey country bubble do you know “your’s truly”?judgemental prick he is,
ps how are you

hey friend how are you? hows the back and the studies going?

i hope you are 100% very soon :D
hows the study going

heya, yea, not too bad, still sore but gettin there, more worried about exams atm than back lol

hi feeling any better?

you have come so far with your studies i know your gonna succeed :D is that strong will LOL haha

idk = i dont know.
believe me, theres days im like what the hell am i doing here too haha

erm idk?
good on you your getting your head down to the study i keep saying i wanna go back to study but than when i think of all the reading ect ect ZZZZ lol

yea, idk, im kinda just tryin to get through this week and first exam then deal with it, got a lot to do and not a lot of time left to do it in lol

jez thats bad in’it , there are cooling gels you can get from the pharmacy with painkillers in them i always found them good , hows the studies going?

bloody sore :/
doesnt seem to be getting any better, i stopped taking all the pills today coz i been completely out of it lol, but its fairly painful still

hows the back ?

hi countrybubble yea my chest xray was clear seams i have good lungs plus i gave up smoking since i got the news of my health so thankfully all is seaming to be ok, hows your poor back?

heya :)
noticed in my post you talked about a chest xray-did you get the results? is everything ok?

awh no way that sounds awful , i know how awful it is not to sleep, more than likely it’s the stress of your studies or something else on your mind. bloody worry and sress telling ya it’s a killer alone, when i can’t sleep i usually crash on the couch watch tv till i drift off, or go to bed and put the radio on find it helps. you are sooo cheeky , i see some people totally freak out at you tut tut lol don’t be getting in trouble :P

lol yea…gets me in trouble sometimes . i do it in RL too, if i didnt have such a cheeky grin id never get away with it haha.
study is goin ok, insomnia usually kicks in round finals time, which it has with a vengeance this time, its near 6am and im wiiiiiiiiide awake, so dunno how it will go tomorrow lol
or today rather

but really you are a gas , you totally say what ya think !!! no holds barred you say things as you see them , some times i’m like omg how did you say that to someones post , but i respect ya countrybubble you always stand by your words hats off to you lol so hows the studying going?

lol thanks haha! id prolly just come up with “derrrrrrr” if i ever had to do stand up, put me on the spot and i suck lol.

countrybubble, if anything on this site some your replies to peoples posts really crack me up i mean really make me smile(in a good way) you should try stand up lol

hello countrybubble , hows the studying going how are you today

yea we get a loooooooooooooooot of people lookin for money here. some of em are genuine, most of em arent, no one ever gets any money hehe.
think it was about midnight when you shouted me, hence i didnt shout back coz i fell asleep, laptop in lap lol.
12 page assignment handed in yesterday, 3 finals, 1 more report to go and semester is finally finished….then summer school starts lol woooo

what time is it there? it’s just after mid day here, your studying to be a veterinarian isn’t it? i really hope you get your self into the books i know can be stressful, i’m ok considering all i hate to be a moaner lol i seen the person put a post up looking for money , and your reply lol your right any way , it could be a total scam.

hiya :)
im grand thanks, gettin pretty late here though and looooooads of study to do tomorrow, yet i cant seem to hit the log off button haha
how you doin?

hi see you on line so thought i’d say hi, how are you?

hey ma friend , i’m gonna ask you for a change , how are you???