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Where the hell do you expect me to travel without a dollar to spare? Sweet I’ll ride my bike as far as the water. That’s really seeing a lot.

I remember I had a girlfriend who went on a vacation away for a week. That week sucked, I missed her. When she came back her exboyfriend who she apparently visited started calling again all of a sudden. Not to mention another guy calling while I prepared her dinner and we were sititng down eating. What pissed me off more is why she was answering it? So yeah, she cheated on me hard, not to mention her getting gangbanged by an OHL hockey team here. Thats the thanks I get for pouring my love into someone. It’s not worth it, wait until you are old enough and pathetic enough to find a loved one. We got too much life to throw it away on someone else.

Oh yeah sure I’m special, I’m absolutely unique…just like everyone else. I don’t give a **** because it wouldn’t make a difference how I feel right now alive or dead. I don’t feel alive, I havn’t experienced much outside of my insignificant little town. I don’t feel alive, I feel like a Ghost, unnoticable, unappretiated and just waiting for the day I can finally rest in peace.

Well hello everyone it’s me again. It’s been 1 year and 1 month sinse my first post there with the pathetic life thing. Things aren’t so pathetic actually. I just wish I could change some of the things going on. Don’t worry about me anymore, I have turned to smoking hard cigs, chronic and alcohol to make me feel happy. I am now also blueprint reading and certified but still can’t strike myself a job. Music is going good, as thats really the only pride I take in myself. Still running piss broke, still running heavily girlfriendless and the only course of action for any real help would be…

move into my own place
get a dog to keep company
lots of beer and chron and cigs to keep sanity
strike up a sick apprenticeship job
go work out and become super jacked
be a pushover no longer
eat fine european delicacies

I do have 2 hobbies. I played soccer but now I can’t even. Ever sinse I busted my finger up my guitar playing isnt the same either. I know Yngwie Malmsteen messed his hand and so has Dave Mustaine and they kept in their guitar playing. That is why I won’t give up, because neither did they. The difference is they are amazing at what they do and I’m just a chump.

I’d rather keep myself anonymous but I accidentally posted without checking as anonymous. If anyone knows me in real life, they will know. and udnerstand I’m in a pathetic state.. I just didn’t want people to know.

I’ve been doing it for 6 months… I have one older brother who used to look out for me, but now hes too busy for his own brother, with his own life. I respect that. I cancelled my cell phone plan because I couldn’t afford it. I fixed up my bike so I can ride it to work because I can’t afford gas anymore. I am still at home, I went to college during the fall and spring but I … didn’t quite manage to make it through all the way. I play soccer, well I used to play soccer. Some punk slide-tackled me with both feet and tore my ankle up. I don’t think I could ever play again. And recently I broke my middle finger in a door and I’ve never been the same at playing guitar. I am at home and my parents pay for all the bills but I still need to pay for my food.