Hey! :)
Just thought I’d shout you. I’m checking in here… I probably won’t stay long, but I’m here for a bit.
I figured I should let you know that my mom had her surgery last Monday. Everything went well and she just got home. It was a vascular (sp?) tumor and if she hadn’t have gotten it removed it would’ve given her a stroke. However that means she doesn’t have cancer which is fantastic!
How are you? And how is your mom? I just read that post and I hope she’s okay. Brain surgery on mothers is apparently a commonality between us!
I hope everything’s good in your life.
–Ally
I hope you have a nice vacation from the site. I hope you are leaving because of things on the outside, not because the way people reacted to your post. I thought your post was brillant. Please shout me upon your return. You will be missed! :(
I’m out. I’m done here. I don’t need to be on this website anymore. If I’m not back on here in a week, then I probably won’t be back at all.
You have my email.
Thank you.
*hugs*
I’ll miss you on here!
In case you haven’t noticed, I haven’t been on much either. I’m slowly slipping away from this site. I’ll also be without internet for a few days (in the middle of the woods, yay!) and then Jenna’s coming here for a week.
I’ll be sure to email you at some point! :)
:] You’re welcome!
I think I need to go downstairs and watch some Discovery Health channel. Apparently there’s a show on about a lesbian couple who are both pregnant with twins! This I gotta see. :D
I’ll talk to you later! :] *superduperwuffleflyingtacklehugs*
Hi! :) I’m not in VT anymore :( I left Sunday. I would’ve stayed a week longer, but Jenna had her final project and paper to do for the college classes she’s taking online, so we decided not to even try to convince our parents.
We stayed up to watch the sunrise, though! It was absolutely GORGEOUS. Four am walks are kickass.
How are you? :)
Thanks! :) Yes, I think I’m going to go to bed now. Not bed, rather, Jenna’s futon! Hehe! As long as I don’t wake her up in the process. :P
Goodnight! *superhugs* ♥
You should do that soon, or before you know it you will be headed home. You should go to sleep soon, so you don’t sleep all day tomorrow. I hope you have amazing adventure tomorrow! :)
I should do that! :] I really shouldn’t be that tired because I sleep too much and can’t go to sleep at night. It’s two am! :P
The naps were nice, though!
Jenna and I have this thing where we want to go for a run at four am, because that’s the prettiest time of day. We will one day, and stay up for the sunrise!
I am great. I too had a very fun day. Sometimes get rest is exactly what you need. You might want to try and stay up all night one of the days you are there. If you are taking naps during the day it should be easy. :]
I definitely am having fun :D I think tomorrow I’m going to be too tired to get up. But one of these days I will!
Today I fell asleep six times! Chelsea (Jen’s sister) was making fun of me. She was like *imitating me* “Well, I’m not involved in anything directly! *snore*” It’s funny because it’s true!
How are you? :)
Thanks, I hope to :) I’ll definitely talk to you when I’m back! I’ll probably get some online time while I’m there, too.
I’m off to bed now! I’ll talk to you soonish! :) *supermassivelovingwufflingtacklinggianthuggles*
Thanks, I hope to :) I’ll definitely talk to you when I’m back! I’ll probably get some online time while I’m there, too.
I’m off to bed now! I’ll talk to you soonish! :) *supermassivelovingwufflingtacklinggianthuggles*
That’s adorable! Thanks :)
And thank you for your reply on my post. I think you’re amazing too and you’re definitely one of my few favourites here :)
*hugs* ♥
I’m doing fantastic! :] I like that little dude! I think he’s my new smiley. ;] I’m very very excited for my trip, even though it means virtually no internet! I’ve been in an awesome mood since yesterday, even though considering the circumstances I shouldn’t be.
What’s new in your life?
*superflyingtacklewufflehuggles*
I am a high school teacher who works students with emotional/behavioral disabilities, basically students who have major behavior problems. Many of the students I work with tend to have serious mental illnesses. The spend a lot of time in the principals office. Most people don’t even know that they have a disability and just see them as bad kids. Once you get to know them you realize they behave the way they do because many of them have been horrible abused.
Those sound like fun plans! I bet your friend is so excited to see you. After all you have been through you need a nice vacation with lots of sunrises! :)
*suerpdupe wufflingly ginourmously ubder big bear hugs*
I can’t live without my bed for more than a couple days! (Except last summer, when I slept in my basement room for three weeks… I could deal with that only because it was fun :P) I hope you get a least something to hold you over until then. :) I have always been curious about exactly what you work in. I know you’re a teacher, but what do you really do?
I fell asleep long before the sun rose *sigh* I’m just not awake enough at night to stay up until morning! When I go to Maine this summer I’ll wake up to see the sun rise before anyone else sees it (besides those who are watching it with me) :D
Basically those are my big plans! I’m going to stay with my best friend in the world for a week starting July 12 which I’m extremely excited about. Her family is my second family. I used to live in Vermont (where she is) when I was very young but we moved to New Hampshire so I don’t see her that often. I love her to death and am constantly texting her! Last summer she stayed with us for three weeks and it was the most fun ever. (That was the three weeks spent out of my bed :P) As you can see I could go on forever about her :D Other than that, I’m going up to Canada to visit my grandparents with my dad and I’m going to Maine! How about you? :P
My iPod is marvelous! It hasn’t been out of my ears at all except when it dies and I’m not around a charger. :D I’m still just as amazed by it!
Wow this is a long shout! Sorry about that :) How are you?
*superdeduper wufflingly ginourmously uberduber big hugs*
Sleeping in my own bed is purt bliss! I don’t start until the end of August, but hopefully I will find some tutoring jobs to hold me over.
Did you get to see the sun rise? I love enjoying nature in that way! So what big plans do you have for the summer? And how is your new IPOD?
*superdeduber wufflingly uberduber big hugs*
That is the cutest thing in the world! :D
CONGRATULATIONS on the job! :) How was sleeping in your own bed? I’m sorry for your dog on the trip, poor thing :( At least he’s happy in his new home! When are you starting your new job?
I’m planning on staying up so I can see the sun rise this morning :) I’m excited! Hehe but also tired already. *sigh* This should be fun! :D
*superdeduper wufflingly uber big hugs*
My stuff arrived today, so tonight is my first night I get to sleep in my own bed in two weeks. My dog is happy about this too, since he has not had happy travels. He has anxiety issues and the zanax his vet gave him did not work as well as I had hoped, plus he was injured on the 27 hour car trip here. He seems very happy in the new place. I had an interview on Wednesday morning and they offered me the job in the afternoon, which I accepted. It was the job I wanted and in the best district in the area, so I was thrilled.
It makes me very happy to know that I made your birthday even better. That is so cool. I bet it made your mom so happy to see the excitement on your face when you opened your present. I am happy your family is doing better! :)
*superduber wufflingly big hugs*
I agree. I love that she’s recognized it. It shows to me that she’s a person that is strong enough to admit to herself that there’s something seriously wrong.
I had a pretty damn amazing birthday :) Btw, I did not expect anyone to care enough to make a post, so that made my day. I told my sister and my mom about it. :) :) :) Thank you so much! That put a smile on my face (added to the eight million smiles that were already there.) I have a new iPod *severe excitement* that I SO did not expect (I think my mom got a picture of my face when I saw it, it’ll probably be hilarious) and I’m QUITE happy about that. I’ve had my old iPod since 2005, and although I love him to death, he’s slowly dying and he has a new home with my surrogate mommy. :D
I hope everything works out with your move and that you’re happy with it. How is it there? Once you’re settled, at least.
By the way, thank you so much for always keeping my family in your prayers. You and the people you care for are always in my thoughts. *double super wufflingly big hugs* I hope everything’s okay in your world!
I am so happy to hear that your mother has recognized she has a problem. That is a huge step, even if she messes up again, the fact that she recognizes the problem means there is hope. I hope you not only have an amazing birthday, but a year full of adventures and laughter.
I have moved, but I am not at my new place yet because my stuff had not arrived. I have limited internet, but my stuff arrives on Thursday and the cable guy is coming Friday, so by this weekend I should be on here more. Nothing in this world is better than *super wufflingly big hugs* so thanks and right back at you! :) Your family will be in my prayers!
Hey :)
I’ve had finals in the past week so I’ve barely had time to log on, sorry!
My mom made a decision that she has a problem, and there’s no longer any alcohol in my house. Which is, well, awesome :D (Except for the lack of wine. I love wine. I’ll have to get some non-alcoholic wine when I go to my friend’s house this summer.) Hopefully this stays. It might not. It’s only been a couple days. But I’m happy. It’s my birthday in two days, too, which adds to my happiness :) (I’m so enjoying birthdays while I’m still young)
You’ve moved, right? How is it? Do you even have internet? :P
Hopefully I’ll talk to you soon! *super wufflingly big hugs*
I think what your father is trying to tell you is the situation is complicated and he probably has no idea how to fix it, so it is easier to act like you can’t understand because of your age to protect you. From any point of view your mom needs help and seems to be in a lot of pain. There may be nothing you can do, but love her unconditional and let her know next time you will feel compelled to call the police if she drives while drinking. You need to know that none of this is your fault and there may not be much you can do about it, expect to continue to love your mom and stress your concerns. I imagine you mom is a beautiful woman who is confused and in a lot of pain. She does not mean to hurt you and I bet she feel tremendous guilt for what she puts you through. Maybe make more of an effort to express you love for her and to let her know you forgive her. *super big hugs* You are amazing!
Hey… I’m on.
I’m okay, I guess. My mom came home today. She made it seem like it wasn’t a big deal. She told me I was looking at it from a fourteen year old’s point of view. She said that when I was older, maybe I’d understand more. The same thing my dad said to me.
I know adults have the same problems everyone has. It doesn’t matter that she’s my mother. We’re still human, we still have faults, and I know she did something wrong last night. There’s no denying that. It was unsafe and it was selfish.
But when I look into her eyes, I’m not mad anymore. I’m just hurt.
Hurt out of my mind.
I don’t know what I’m going to do. I don’t know what’s going to happen. I don’t think I can deal with this anymore.
I have to let it go. If I can’t, it won’t stop hurting me. I can’t deal with the pain anymore.
I saw your email late last night after I had already talked to you. I will try and email you back tonight. If you come on today please shout me to let me know how you are doing!
My grammy is great, I think my mom is okay but I’m really not sure right now. I overheard something that scared me last night, but I’m trying not to think about that, because I don’t want to believe it’s true.
Hehe, oh how fun! Procrastination. Especially packing procrastination. So much for my mom’s theory of “she’ll grow out of it.” It’s been thirteen years and, well, I still haven’t grown out of it! :D