Almost 5 months—I just leave a message for you, so if you come back, and are feeling tired and weak…that there are still people thinking about you from time to time, and hoping that you’re doing well and staying healthy.
Got engaged over Christmas break…
Life has been a series of battles—heh, but things seem to be getting better. I just hope to get out of contract and O&M’s.
LOL. Holy Hell—big ups that you found something else…something better hopefully.
Eh, after our last talks, I was worried that you had driven off the end of the world.
You gotta care about yourself first and foremost. Your friends can only do so much for you, they believe and trust in you. Not the dumb-dumbs who are out to party, but the ones who ask you, “How are you today, what can I do to help?”
Think of the alien cotton-balls that sit on your sofa, Avi, think of the cotton-balls. ;)
Avi, my life is full of stories, some more tragic than others. I’m constantly trying to work past them though, I found this site because I’m pretty chronically depressed, and I just wanted some help…so like most people they Google the word and find themselves here.
I really hope you beat this chapter in your life, and I’m glad to be your friend I think that’s what people need most when they’ve hit a transitional point in their life and try to work through it.
It’s good to have work to do—I have to get approval right now before I take another step.—and my engineer doesn’t like all the pushing I’m doing to work on his manuals too.
Thanks for sharing. Scary because we don’t understand the spirit world. Grandpa was probably just wanting to let you know he was there and loved you. Just like my Dad and the picture. The night my father died . . I felt someone touch me with the tip of their finger . . . like poke me . . . woke me from a dead sleep. I thought someone was there . . . I am sure it was my Dad. I miss him very much.
I don’t know why I get afraid of the spirit world. I know it exists. Maybe just cuz of being freaked out as a kid. Thanks again for sharing.
I am going to head out now. Gotta get to sleep. Let’s keep in touch. Peace to you.
and hugs.
New projects is awesome!! Keeps life going and something exciting, project starts are always the best! I sorta understand the industry, cos I work with construction too—the up and downs can be so staggered, draining and exausting people usually just don’t get it.
I saw your post, I was worried, I don’t know you real well, but on a human level, I’d like to think so an extent I can relate.
I’m gonna be off evening chat soon, my bf is coming home and I hope to god that works out, it’s the reason I found myself here in the first place.
I’m glad you’ve looked and found help with the alcohol, I hope that your plan works well for you, you know you’ll have a huge amount of support!!
3 months for long term member, though you CAN get mod before that…
Really, the admins have to know you.
Get into chat, get an avatar, and get known, and youve got a shot.