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Hi Kanna, almost 2 weeks since the last shout

We are fine
How are all of you?

I have solved the disassociative disorder issues for now.

but have lost two personalities in the process. They were replaced by 2 new ones

It’s the first time I have harbored replacements, I guess that 7 is not my lucky number.(have to keep 8 or 9)

Kala and Kiara have “gone into the light”
so to speak, absorbed by my higher mind, and completing more of who I am as a person.

I feel a sense of loss, but a sense of completion as well.

It is because they are from my past, Kala - childhood, Kiara adolescence, and they were no longer needed as directing personalities.

The replacements are more in tune with my older self; I miss that directed childlike nature, as it has now become a part of my intuitive thinking.

I’m OK now, Kundalini energy flows are in check, and I’m ready to return to work after two weeks off.

**** Wouldn’t it be cool if I could get one of my Vampires ambient life forms out to give away candy this year!!(LOL)!! ****

Happy Halloween

Well, the lightning missed our house, took out a tree and our bench swing got trashed -No one was hurt. Winnipeg wind storm last summer - what a mess it made!!

I’ve been disassociating again and lately we are feeling a bit depressed about a lot of stupid little things - it’s no biggie.

MPD DID and ADD - but it’s all good. We know by now how to work with this stuff
We’ll survive. It’s what we do.
Thanx for caring.
Love and hugs from all of us.

Kala Kimber Koorie Kaili Kiara Kelli Kassandra, Katherine, Kumonte, and Allen.

Kali Ma sends her Love as always

Just Wondering how your doing.

I forgot it in time to do it. But I will, as soon as I can.
Sorry again.

私は謝る! 私は少数を今夜送る!

(I’m sorry. I will send some tonight)

In general, I am doing great, thank you kindly for askin. I am enjoying the Naruto marathon that is on. 100 episodes, I have seen most of them. What am I doing now? I am working on two different projects and a third will be coming up soon. The first is a semi-card game, that a friend in Chicago is making. The second is a series of illustrations for a book another friend wrote (based on a collection of ideas we had going years ago). The Third will be a cover art for my brothers rock band’s debut album. All of which are very interesting things, but I am not looking forward to all this work. I am very lazy, especially when the weather is so hot.
New thoughts, ideas? I have been watching a lot of discovery science, and mind control (on the sci-fi channel). Darren Brown is his name, and is very VERY interesting to watch. He is mental illusionist, so to speak. He can tell you what you have in your pockets, punch you from a distance, manipulate your dreams and desires. He claims no psychic abilities, nor does he use magic. He simply plays with the mind, and is very good at it.
I have become fasinated with major disaters. (although this has been a passion of mine for as long as I can remember) Anything that dwarfs our everyday problems, like: Massive meteors, black holes, and the heaviness of large cities are the subjects I have been pondering lately. Oh, and also speaking with the dead. I know, I may seem sick, but really I am not. All smiles here! :D
Very glad am I that you feel better. I bet it made you feel good to have all those guys flirting with you. That doesnt happen to me, not that I would want guys to hit on me, ladies only. Anyway, this shout has become a lot longer that intended. If you want, email me. kcproart @ yahoo .com.

Thank you so much for your wonderful kind words. I had no idea it would generate this responce. Thank you again.

Be Blessed,
Catherine

Hi, just thought I would drop you a line. How did it go at your friends house? How are you feeling?
Nothing new to report here, except I am having some troubles motivating myself to do all this artwork. I’d rather do other stuff.
Thanks for listening.

Thats awesome, sounds like you had a really good time.
I’m not sure what to tell you about going to that inner place. For me, it involves a whole lot of meditation. (this is really tough to explain) To the outside world, I am sure I look depressed or something, but I meditate on everything I do. For me, its not really thinking, but watching. Yeah, its observation, not rationalization. Its pretty amazing when you get the hang of it. I can’t explain the experiance with words. Indescribable in english. While I maintain this state I feel no pain, sorrow or anything negitive. It’s quite blissful. Although, the moment I snap out of it, I usually run into walls, or fall down. Normally I am clumsy, and meditation clears that up. Right now, I am focusing on healing myself, and getting fit.
Anyway, enough about me. How is that dark corner treating you?

Yep, totally alone…no wait I am never alone. Actually, I got bored with the outside world, and went into an inner reality (which is me) for like a week. I guess I have been on a trip too. How was your trip? Where did you go? What did you do? How much did it cost? You don’t have to answer any of those questions of course.

Kanna, I appreciate your words thank you. And I can’t say that I was overly offended. I am not a professional (yet) and so of course those afflicted will know (or think they will know) more that I. I maintain my perspective and opinion regarding personality disorders (I was married to a woman for 13 years with a personality disorder). Regardless, I’ve said all I can on that thread.

hi! (=^.^=)

Everyday is B-Day! haha remember charlie brown?…I got a rock. :(
Yes, I get it. I read a few pages on solipsism. Thats kinda from where I came from, thinking wise. It is contradictory, But so are a lot of things. (free societies, fighting for peace, etc.)
I am tired, Ill have to shout at ya later, after my evening shower, hehe.

I looked it up, never heard it refered to as solipsism, but never mind that. I want to hear your thoughts on it.

Hi!
Solipsism? I am going to have to look that one up.
Hope you had a good day! I did. :D
Write me anytime. I love everything, especially FreeThinkers and Dreamers.

Well, you are right! Nothing really exists outside our perception. Thats what Einstein was getting at, in order for something to be real there has to be a conscious observer. I may sound a bit contrary with my ideas, but really it is all contrary to begin with. The world is made of opposites, up down, light shadow, good evil. What I am looking for is the one thing that has no opposites. The spirit. Everything else is a product of that. Thats why I meditate. To experiance the “out of my mind”. Am I making any sense or serving to confuse? I want so much to be enlightened, and bring that enlightenment to everyone I love (which is everyone) but I sidetrack and go off point. Very sorry for that.

You asked me to elaborate on why I do not believe in reality? Its because we shape our own realities based on what our senses tell us about reality, but with only 5 maybe 6 senses we get a pretty screwy version. We cannot percieve most of what is around us. I hope you can get a copy of one of Deepak Chopras books. Hopefully not a kids book, the ones I read are not really for kids.

OK, I sent 1-8 which is actually a complete short course.

The other are “Essential” Japanese I, II and III, each with 30 lessons. In Japanese I, the lesons 2-8 are missing (they were when I got them, somebody else’s mistake) But lesson 1 is there, and when I compared them they held about the same level so it may not disturb that much. I send lesson 1 to you, as a comparison.

Then I will seem rude and forget. So please give me ashout or a mail when you are ready for more of them! I really mean it, because I will forget!

So you learn Japanese! I’ve got about 90 language lessons in Japanese. If you need them, I can send them to you. Each lesson is an mp3 file of about 30 minutes. The instructions are in English.

Hi!
No need for you to screw off ;-)
I’m just as new to this site as you are. Though it may seem otherwise because I blab a lot.
I don’t have MSN but I guess we can communicate through these shout thingies?