I gave up? They discharged me, I didn’t give up. You know I love Cami I don’t intend to try being alone, and I wasn’t happy alone anyway, either way she’ll dump me in the next 24hrs anyway.
Moving away is not an option, I don’t have the money and you know that. You think there are a million other things, but I’ve tried em all, and contrary to popular belief just cos I’m feeling down doesn’t mean I’ve given up, do I have to be strong every waking second of the day? No
you gave up going to get help and stopped taking your pills against all medical advice.
you wont try being alone without her naggin on you and putting you down and fighting with you every 5 seconds,
nor move away from where you are and try to start afresh.
there are a million other things i could suggest, but you seem pretty adverse to trying any of them.
sometimes i dont even know if you WANT to be happy.
well fuck you, im gonna.
the fact you compare me to that woman you call your support is offensive. ive never done anything but try and be there for you. YOU are the one pushing people who want to help and care away.
ive said all i know to say to try and help you, but you always have an excuse as to why it wont work or help or whatever, without even trying.
so idk what to say anymore.
but dont you dare tell me that i dont care, because you know just as well as i do that thats a damn lie youre telling yourself to make it seem ok to off yourself.
fuck that, if youre gonna do it, do it knowing that you will hurt people. you will hurt me.
Heyo, the nets been down in the whole area, back up now, hope you’re ok, if you’re back online let me know where you are and what you’re doing. Patong is a shithole eh hehe
heya.
were in Patong…been here about 4 minutes and have so far been called angel, baby, sexy and a range of other things to which i kindly replied fuck off you sleazy cunt.
couldnt get the internet workin at Big as this mornin but ill try again when we get home.
otherwise…yea. idk.
come rescue me :/
i hate it here.
pootangus major- i think well arrive in phuket round 3, then catch a taxi or summin to Big As, so we should be there round 4ish/half 3.
swing on by and seeeeee uuuuus!!
emailed you this too in case your lazy ass doesnt check your shouts ;)
Oi bitchface, i emiled you yesterday, when do you get in to Tland? were sweatin it out in Bangkok like mad, on tour from sat for 2 weeks then well be headin down south.
BE THERE!
I told the witch doctor I was in love with you
I told the witch doctor I was in love with you
And then the witch doctor, he told me what to do
He said that ….
I told the witch doctor you didn’t love me true
I told the witch doctor you didn’t love me nice
And then the witch doctor, he gave me this advice
He said to …
(Repeat Chorus)
Now, you’ve been keeping love from me
Just like you were a miser
And I’ll admit I wasn’t very smart
So I went out and found myself
A guy that’s so much wiser
And he taught me the way to win your heart
My friend the witch doctor, he taught me what to say
My friend the witch doctor, he taught me what to do
I know that you’ll be mine when I say this to you
Oh, Baby ….
I told the witch doctor I was in love with you
I told the witch doctor I was in love with you
And then the witch doctor, he told me what to do
He said that ….
I told the witch doctor you didn’t love me true
I told the witch doctor you didn’t love me nice
And then the witch doctor, he gave me this advice
He said to …
(Repeat Chorus)
Now, you’ve been keeping love from me
Just like you were a miser
And I’ll admit I wasn’t very smart
So I went out and found myself
A guy that’s so much wiser
And he taught me the way to win your heart
My friend the witch doctor, he taught me what to say
My friend the witch doctor, he taught me what to do
I know that you’ll be mine when I say this to you
Oh, Baby ….
Yeah, well you see, what I actually did was, I was mentally journeying while asleep into the internet looking for a cute for cancer, so really I was more online then I ever could have possibly be…. :P
bah! im just me, sayin it how i think it is. and i think youre awesome. really awesome. meeting you and travelling in thailand if it happened would be so freakin sweet man.
i just invited you to a post i think youll appreciate;)
*hugs!*