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i hate awkward. *Dies*
but hi. < 333
hru?

You have sweet titties.

Feel weird.

Not as weird as I did when I actually told my (guy) friend that he had nice nipples. It was very awkward… I was kinda just saying what came to mind, and he answered the door, and it was like…very awkward.

baby you know i have double d’s
and you sound so proper
the boys usually say something like “sweet titties”

You have large breasts.

No. Tis just a training collar to get him used to being owned gradually.

i know, lol, and so it’s happened?

We didn’t do anything sexual you know.
He does like being pulled around by his collar, though…hehe.

haha you’re a naughty girl!

Well, the part where we were alone in my house for an hour and a half wasn’t too bad, either.

what a blast!
is that all that’s too it?
‘cus it sounds perfect.

I’m telling everyone about the best day of my life, but no one cares!
Yesterday, Greg came over around noon. My mum had to drive the neighbor to the doctor. We were alone for an hour and a half.
After my mum got home, we looked up 80s music ( I love 80s music and movies, and often wish I was born in 66′ ). Then we went to the bowling alley. My parents are in a tournament there. We went and ate (pizza and mozzarella sticks) in a restaurant next to the bowling alley, won 599 tickets in the arcade, and walked around the block mall until nine at night.

well then goodluck, and congratulations.

Well, that’s the type of relationship we have. It’s…difficult to explain.

oh =). well i’m not quite sure what to say to this since most of the reading talked about submission. and i am happy you two are in such a trusting and bonding relationship that you can share this, but may i ask why he is will to undergo this symbol of loss of control to you. when in relationships my understanding is a more steady and balanced equilibrium of personal power.

http://www.answers.com/topic/collar-bdsm
http://www.withinreality.com/collars….
http://www.bondage-guide.net/post/Col…

nope. sorry. explain?

Greg is getting collared.
Do you know what that means?

*pouts* pretty, pretty, pleeaassee tell me?
i promise i’ll be very personal with you next time.

you know you can tell me anything.

Nah, no offended. Just annoyed. I like things to be personal, unless I’m sharing news with someone.
Like…I should tell you this. You won’t understand, or you’ll think I’m a deviant…but…eh, nevermind…

i asked it to everyone because i care about more than one person’s opinion. no?
see it’s like starting a conversation on one topic with a handful of people and watching it evolve into different things over time with these various people. it always turns out different. it’s almost like a social experiment.

i’m sorry i offended you though.

You ask the same question to everyone. It’s like stupid chain mail.

denied.
=/
we ok?

No.

DUDE: dream car?!

Oh, hey.

hey miss lovely

uh huh. ‘cus people like coming back from wars and stuff get it around those things you mentioned because it reminds them of bombs. i’m making stuff up though. just seems like those would be triggers.

Post traumatic stress disorder?

PTSD?

ah sounds like some ptsd issues if not just you being a cautious lady.
either way, i can respect that.
i like thhem though. i think they’re fun colors n’ stuff.

Bright lights, explosions, loud noises, and after dark. Bad combo.

why…why…why do you know like fireworks.
they’re so pretty!

Ew, fireworks. Four bads things in one.

my msn is a dead thing.
and i’m sorry, i probably ask you that like all the time.
but anyway happy fourth of july! yay fireworks.

You already have my MSN, and, no.

do you have aim?

YEAH!

hm…i don’t know if that counts. but it’s still fun yeah? so what does it matter with the “bases”. it’s progress that you both want (i’m assuming) and you’re taking it methodically which is great. so all in all i count it a success.

Mental hospital, that’s good.
I think.
And…I’m not sure if it’s technically second base, since it was actually my hand in his shirt….

wow nice. that’s got to be a world record for teenagers. no wait, my sister set the world record. she dated the man she met at 14 till she was 20 and counting. but anyway second base huh? damn girl, you pshyched? congratulations! my boyfriend is really non sexual. it makes me kinda frustrated. *mwah* kisses for both of you.

and i went to a mental hospital and then i just never came back to the site when i got home.

Yeah. Me and Greg are still dating.
I think that’s cool. Second base has been reached, as of today.
What about you? I forget why you left.

it’s me! i hope.

lol no hi.
hru? been an uber long time.

Hey, it’s you!

i - what - where?
i’m sorry, but i’ma tad confused

~copy & paste~
“Guess what I made Greg for our six month anniversary?
I’ll try to get Greg to take a picture of it, but it’s a handmade necklace carved and etched myself.
He also came over today. We watched Juno. And so, we also made out. A lot.
He’s better kisser than he used to be, and it’s all my teaching. Also, I now have a hicky…And he has about eight…
Which, usually he’s completely submissive, but he wasn’t today…
And, and, and….
Oh, I think you’ll be all TMI, right?”

“So, he said that when he bit me, I made lots and lots of very loud noises, and it apparently sounded like we were having sex… “Now I wonder what you’d sound like if we…erm, but, it’s not like we’re gonna know…”
(Me:)”Uh…”
“…anytime soon…””

“

(”Greg: Jokes are not the proper help though.
Even if they work.

Chase: I don’t know any other way.
Some people try the direct approach to try to talk about what’s wrong. I try to make people forget, and think about better, happier things.

Greg: …
You were joking as a child rapist with candy…”)”

lol have fun

Cause.
I…need to shower. Greg said he’d give me a nickel for every link on ‘masturbation’ on google search that I read. I only lasted one.

ah sorry, double post

why are you apologizing sweetie?

why are you apologizing sweetie?