bookworm16's shout trail with DoubleGin19 - Help.com

hey wormy ^_^
i hope your alright. and thanks for your input on my post :)

take care wormy hehe…
and hopefully talk to you soon :)

-Matthew

hey bookworm :) how are you holding up? are you okay? :)

i didnt mean it like that. its just you havent really wanted to talk. and out of everything i said about you beating me up, or poking me with a stick. the one thing that is the most upsetting to me, is when no one says anything.

if its easier to just email me, so you can get your thoughts down and out, then i dont mind. because i have missed talking to you bookworm :) i have missed it alot.

im sorry your feeling awful. but at the same time, im glad your talking again :) can i ask why your upset and hurting though. didnt you have a nice weekend?

I’m not virtually dumping you, I promise!

And I won’t lie, I’m awful.

hey bookworm :) no its alright. i like you for you wormy :) its just you are a nice friend. and well, we havent really been talking much. and when we have. its like your virtually dumping me :P as a friend.

im okay thank you :) and well its great to hear from you again :)
i wont lie, help has become terrible.
but apart from this silly virtual place. im doing fine :)

anyway how are you bookworm? :)

Hi. I’m really sorry I haven’t been talking lately.
How are you?

hey bookworm. i dont really know if i should say hi. as im not sure if you will say hello anyway *sigh*…..

but…

hey :) how are you?

hey fellow monkey :), where are you? :( what has happened, that you no longer talk :(.

please say something bookworm. i miss what talking we had.

hey wormy :)

i havent heard from you in a few days. are you alright? :)

i hope all is well with you wormy, and your having a nice weekend :)

take care, and hopefully hear from you soon

-Matthew

hey bookworm :) how are you today?

hey worm :) hope your not to bad this evening. take care, and if you want to talk, then just shout me anytime :)

i wish you all the best tomorrow :) take care, and try and sleep well tonight :)

hey bookworm :)

i just replied to your email. and i have to say, it was a very touching one to :)

i hope your not to bad. and your having a normal weekend :) take care, and hope to hear from you soon :)

good night sleepy head :)
and i will always be there to replace the teddy bear. especially to cuddle your cute ness, and make your feel protected from what your fear:) besides, im just as soft as a teddy anyway :P

hope you have a nice sleep bookworm. and that you have a very nice normal day tomorrow :)

take care and good night :)

hey bookworm :)

hope you have a nice weekend, and are having a nice day :) take care worm girl hehe, and speak to you soon :)…..

well he is sort of young at heart. but just me and him, no one else, it does get very boring and sad, that there is no one else to talk to.

yaaaay you’ll try :) :P…

and school sounds so easy. 4 lessons, and only 6 tomorrow. i want to change places with you :) i’ll do school, and you can be a decorator lol

as for my job, and do i like it? the answer is a big noooooooo. i hate my job. i hate getting up at 6, getting home at 6, and working my ass off. painting is so not relaxing or fun or anything. whoever says it is, needs a slap :P…..

although i am pretty good at it lol :P. but thats only as i have been working for 2 years now. and well im not enjoying it anymore.

So, he’s 45, for all you know he could be young at heart.

Haha, I’ll try …

It was an easy day actually, but tomorrow I have 6 lessons :( They’re obviously trying to ease us back into school slowly :P

Do you enjoy your job?

nope no can do im afraid :(
only work with one person. and hes 45 :(…….

and i know i keep saying it, but bookworm is a pretty girl :). just try and believe it……

school sounds pretty fun hehe. i mean you only 4 lessons? that sounds like such an easy day :P

oh, and yeah i was bent over all day. up and down, and well on my knees for about 5 hours of the day :(

I’m sure you can play, mess around and talk at work if you really wanted to!

Ok … I’ll have to take your word for it.

Yeah, that is quite easy but does that mean you were bent over all day?

School was ok. Only had 4 lessons, woo!

school is much better than work. i mean you can play, mess around, talk, get detention :P, and its just so much better than work.

and i meant what i said worm :)
you are a pretty girl :)

fair enough, i might tell a porky to cheer you up :P, but me saying you are a pretty girl isnt me lying. i truly do think you are :)…..

as for work. it was alright. ony my hands and knees all day though painting skirting boards, and door frames. and they are easy, but uch a pain.

anyway hope all is well with you. take care and hope you had a nice day at school :)

School is better than work? You get paid to go to work!

Haha, over paranoid and insecure? Never! Yes you would lie to make me feel better :P

How was work?

Aaagh school :(. well its better than work :P, so have fun lol………

and i think your fitness thing is great for you. some people might think otherwise, but at least you care about your health, and the way you look. just try not to get over paranoid and insecure about it. for you are a beautiful girl bookworm :). and i wouldnt lie to you about it, just to cheer you up. you truly are a pretty girl :)…..

Yeah, I’ve got school tomorrow :(

I guess you could say the fitness thing is great, but you could also sa it is getting worse. Ah well!

hey worm :), good to hear your okay.
as for me, im fine thanks for asking. a little sad i got work tomorrow, but i’ll live :).

i saw your post on here, about what you asked me last week. to do with you, being a machine and working out. i hope all is well with you, and can i ask, how the fitness thing is coming?
if you dont want to say, or you dont want to say on here, then dont worry about it :)

Hi :)
I’m … ok
You?
My weekend was ok
Yours?
xxx

hey bookworm :)……

been a while since i said hello on here. so hey :), how are you?

hope you had a nice weekend. take care and speak soon…….

-Matthew

Aaagh you dont have a school uniform :(
dont worry, i’ll buy you one :P hehe

and your welcome. hugging you is really nice :). and if it cheers you up, even for a split second, i’ll continually hug you :) (okay thats sounds really creepy, but its not meant to)

i hope you had a nice day today. and hope all is well with you. take care bookworm, and speak soon…….

-Matthew

That’s quite creepy … the whole school uniform thing that it. But I don’t have a school uniform anymore so there :P
It was a long hug, but I liked it so thanks :)

Don’t feel lonely! I just went offline. I’ll add your e-mail now.

Of course you can add me as a friend on here … I think I beat you to it though :P

Aaagh bookworm doesnt like me anymore :(….
you didnt shout me back, or email me. i feel so lonely now :(….

if you went offline, then fair enough. good night and hope all is well for you :)

and do you mind if i add you as a friend on here? :)

well good night beccy. and get a good nights rest. from an old friend who didnt know it.

-Matthew

oh i forgot i need spaces hand on a sec

honeeeymonster @ yahoo.co.uk

its all one word :)…..

Aaaagh dont feel silly. i will always care about people i like. just seeing you upset, is sad. for i care alot, about seeing nice people hurting.

and here, have another hug (((HUGS, beccy and tells her shes a nice person to know, and that she has a beautiful heart:) also shes rather pretty in her school uniform hehe :P)))
wow that was a long hug. but it was a nice one :)…..

and my email account is,

(email removed)

its all one word, so i guess i’ll hear from you in a bit :)

Well you’d better believe that you found me! I liked talking to you too.

Amazing … I’d choose the word annoying.

I hope I find my way too. You don’t need to feel upset, that was never how I intended to make anybody feel. Kind of makes me regret mentioning anything.

I’d love your email … do you have msn?

wooooow. i cant believe i found you :P. i feel so warm and fuzzy inside hehe. i really missed our conversation. it went on for like a week or so. although i cant really rememeber much about it, other than i liked talking to you :)…..

and the snow is amazing. white stuff that falls from the sky hehe.

i hope you find your way, or do something to pick your spirits up, as now i know who you are, i feel really upset. for i really rather liked you. and seeing you this way, (although your typing is joyful and happy) is rather upsetting…….

i sort of feel i know you now, so if you want to talk a little more privately, and just want to email me, then you can. that is, if you want to. if you do then tell me, and i’ll share my account with you :)…….if not, then dont worry.

Yes, I’m the girl with the dog :)

I got a snow day off school, but I’d rather it was tomorrow instead of today. Darn snow can’t hold off for a day.

I love hugs, you can give me hugs anytime, they do make me feel better actually.
No, I’m not lost in life, I know what I want to do … just not sure it’s possible but I think i can make it work somehow. I don’t think that’s part of the problem.

OMG!!! are you that girl, that has a dog :)..?

if you are then i remember :). it is was a great post. i did miss it though, as i liked talking to you, quite a fair bit. :)……

as for the snow i love it :). it means i cant get to work hehe, so have to take a snow day.

and im sorry to hear your feeling so down. if i gave you a hug, would you feel any better (((HUGS)))…..
is it that your lost in life though and dont know what to do?…..

I was going to add the ‘under better circumstances’ bit on mine but decided not to :)
It was the anon post that went on for days. It was a while ago but it was basicallly just you and I talking about nothing in particular … ring any bells?

Ugh, I hate snow!

I don’t know why I’m feeling so sad and upset, I just feel awful and because I don’t know why I can’t change it!

well hello beccy, its nice to meet you. i would like to say under better circumstances, but never the less, meeting a person with a nice heart, who cares about others, and is polite, is always a nice treat.
i cant say i remember ever helping you in an anonymous post, but if you say i did then i hope i helped you.

im okay thank you for asking. just enjoying the snow in south london, and having an okayish evening :)

can i ask whats wrong with you though? and why your feeling so sad, and upset?

(and yeah, gypsy is a lovely girl. although technically she is a woman, i still find it hard to believe she is older than me:P)……

I’m about as bad as people get, thanks for asking. How are you?

You have spoken to me before, I was just anon. You really helped me that time though so thanks. I know that Gypsy cares, I care about her too. It just doesn’t change thing.

My name is Beccy, nice to meet you :)

-Beccy

hey monkey hehe. although technically your a worm :P, how are you?….

im not going to lie, i have never spoken to you before. i am mainly shouting you, as a good friend of yours is really worried about you. and wants you to know, that even people you dont know (like myself) care about seeing GREAT people in pain and hurting.

if you ever want to talk, then i will try and support you. and just so you know, my name is Matthew. take care bookworm, and be well.

from a friend, that has never met you, or even spoken to you before…….

-Matthew