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Where’ve you been!?!? I missssss you!!!

Hi bookworm,

I haven’t spoken to you in a while and I just wanted to ask how you are? I’ve seen your most recent post. Have things changed at all over the past few weeks? How are you feeling now?

Hey honey bunches I’m doin ok. Just been freakishly busy. My friend is getting married today sooo I have the wedding and stuff all day today I’m off tomorrow (Sunday) tho…soo maybe I can catch you on then?!? How have you been? I miss you!!!!!:D

Its getting better thanks, just stressful x

Hi, sorry i have dropped off radar, had some big stuff goin on so im not much help to other people but I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and hope you are ok. V x

Hey girl sorry i haven’t been online too much lately. I was just wondering how you were doin and hopefully will talk to you soon! Take care girly! xoxo

Hiya, haven’t seen you around for a while. If you fancy a chat with Help people (and some who aren’t), come to the new Luminosity.ning.com/ site, all new and improved. All of of people from here use the site and there is a link to the Help posts there too. Take care, Anubis.

hey wormy ^_^
i hope your alright. and thanks for your input on my post :)

take care wormy hehe…
and hopefully talk to you soon :)

-Matthew

I was thinking that as well :D

I’m feeling well, thanks. I need to start preparing for my final year and it’s rather overwhelming on the size of the project that I’ve got to complete. I should be fine though.

How is college/school going for you at the moment?

Hi bookworm,

I just wanted to say hey and ask how you are. How have things been for you over the past few weeks?

Hey hun sorryI haven’t been online I was on vacation! I’m back now tho. So I’ll be online a little more often LOL Hope your feelin better and your vacation went well!! Talk to you soon homie!:)

I’m thinking that maybe if I tell someone face to face, it will be easier to tell my parents

well ok heh I didnt finish homework so I can’t go bowling.

and that would mean I’d have to tell someone tho!

whoops srry I accidentally shouted myself

I really really wish I could….but how could I possibly see a dr?

sorry again! my comp is freezing up so I’m double clicking I guess hehe

ahhhh wtf whyd it shout it fifty billion times sorry bout that

ahhhh wtf whyd it shout it fifty billion times sorry bout that

so do u seriously think I should have it checked out? I keep thinking it might just get better by itself, I dunno…

so do u seriously think I should have it checked out? I keep thinking it might just get better by itself, I dunno…

so do u seriously think I should have it checked out? I keep thinking it might just get better by itself, I dunno…

so do u seriously think I should have it checked out? I keep thinking it might just get better by itself, I dunno…

so do u seriously think I should have it checked out? I keep thinking it might just get better by itself, I dunno…

no not really there isn’t anything to notice, I’m just doing schoolwork and I’ve been wearing hairbands on my wrist for a while so nothing new there lol

well it still has a tingling sort of feel sometmes, and when I press on my wrist it hurts my fingers, lifting anything rlly heavy feels like it puts a lot of strain on it, but it doesn’t feel as bad as it did

*sigh* I know…. it feels so surreal to think this is happening to my life, but I guess I just decided to wait and see and not really do anything cuz I’m really scared of both scenarios

Hey hun! How you feelin today? Haven’t talked to you on here for awhile so thought I’d give ya a holla!!! Talk to you soon hun!! xoxox
Amanda

I’m not getting medical help because 1: I can’t go to drs without my mom or dad taking me, and I don’t want to tell them. 2: apparently, ‘’cutting ur wrists is considered suicide attempt by law'’ so even if I did get to drs without telling my parents, they’d get authorities involved and/or tell my parents.
I wish I didn’t have to make a choice :(

it means you want help though thats the first step. to know that what your doing is bad and you want help to overcome it. your no longer in denial that it is problem. thats the first step to recovery.

it takes small steps i never asked for help to stop when it came down to it i had to or that was it for me. i never posted on here asking for help i never went to guidence despite what my friends said and i never told my parents. already there you are stronger then i was.

because you wrote a post asking for help.

’tis no problem - I only hope that i did! - feel free to shout me if you want to ask questions or poke me :)

when u r ready.. we are here.

dont loose hope. its a powerful thing no matter what anyone tells you believe you are strong enough. i know you are.

yes understanding your problem doesnt change anything. But I know how to stop cutting. I am happy to share what I know with u when u have had enough of it.
You have to want to stop tho.. and cutting is like a best friend.. giving it up isnt easy.
Shout me anytime hun
Here 4 u. ox

Hi hun.. see u closed your post. I know u r hurting I know the feelings u r having.. read my poetry on my profile if u dont believe me.
I am here for u everytime and anytime.

Hey I know I can talk to you! Thanks. I would of replyed to the post but I fell asleep :S I’ll talk to you soon hun! Hope ur feelin better :)

i’m alright, you?
things seem to be going well, she hasnt done anything as bad as the bathroom incident an the scars on her arms when i saw her yesterday were about 2-3 days old which is good :)

nothing really, getting ready to go on a walk with my friend to the river

hey wuz up

Ok… well i guess it is impossible to ‘get ready’ for something like that, he.
But yea. I guess you’ll just have to get through with it. Maybe it wont be as bad as you imagine it to be.

Ah ok. Maybe you should try to explain first and then ask them what the teacher told them? I hope it wont be too bad.
You already have a plan on what to do?

Thats shit. And they call themselves adults. Fuck. Ok, did you talk with your parents already about it?

I just saw that within your post there were new replies. So your parents already know.
I think it is awful that your teachers didnt even talk with you about it about that all. Want to talk a bit?

Thats nice of you, thanks^^

I understand… but like you said it will change and sometimes even if you wont quarrel with your parents it can be uncomfortable too. But well, did anything happen until now?

Yes and no. I mean sure you want attention but you want to let other people give you advice and talk to you. It is better to talk to other people than to keep everything bottled up - its not even enough over the website but at least it is something. Thats what this site was made for.

Theres a difference if you just do something to get attention and tell evrey single soul who doesnt even want to know about it or go to a side where people are here just for thinking and talking with you. Dont let that get you ok?

I’m glad it helps, and sorry I wasnt online for so long. Please date me up!

hey bookworm :) how are you holding up? are you okay? :)

i didnt mean it like that. its just you havent really wanted to talk. and out of everything i said about you beating me up, or poking me with a stick. the one thing that is the most upsetting to me, is when no one says anything.

if its easier to just email me, so you can get your thoughts down and out, then i dont mind. because i have missed talking to you bookworm :) i have missed it alot.

im sorry your feeling awful. but at the same time, im glad your talking again :) can i ask why your upset and hurting though. didnt you have a nice weekend?

hey bookworm :) no its alright. i like you for you wormy :) its just you are a nice friend. and well, we havent really been talking much. and when we have. its like your virtually dumping me :P as a friend.

im okay thank you :) and well its great to hear from you again :)
i wont lie, help has become terrible.
but apart from this silly virtual place. im doing fine :)

anyway how are you bookworm? :)

hey bookworm. i dont really know if i should say hi. as im not sure if you will say hello anyway *sigh*…..

but…

hey :) how are you?