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ok i hear what your saying and i have done most of what u told me but like i said my transportation is limited its like living on a farm with no truck if i leave to go anywere im walkin and trust me its along walk but what id really like is to actually head to the eastside/ philly.. i was there about three years ago but was turned off by all the trash on the city streets u would think it would b alot cleaner there but when i saw the trash i was like dammmmmmmmmm what the hell???? ohh and crack heads everywere…lol!!

no just some real help for once see i dont get out much due to so much violance and my transportation well i don’t have any.. im eather on the dam bicycle or the metro bus plus i live way out in never never land so im really stuck in what some folks would call hell..

your right friends can become family and i thought thats were i was but even so called friends can turn on you and thats the rut im in now. im currently staying with so called friends but i dont feel it they lock doors and keeps secrets they depend on me for house hold chors and that just burns me up if i dont put the trash out on the curb it wont get out if i dont cut the grass it wont get cut that is not kool i need to get outta here and get my own place i think that would make me alot happier for the start i need my own place as well as a new job

thank u ames it seems as if u can relate to my issues ther is one thing that really would love to bring to the lite if i might.. i do have a goal in life but its so big and expensive its like everytime time think of it i get discouraged because its so big and i have no sence of direction to get started.. my goal is to have my very own bis/ tour bus.. i have been in love with tour buses since i was a kid im also into nascar and when i tell others they look at me as if im the biggest fool tey ever saw so im guessin thats why i feel the way i do about my so called friends no one beleaves in me and with no family to support me it is really hard so thats my main reason for wantin to move away and start all over again but it realy hard with no money, no bis friends, and no direction the streets are all blocked off and the dam police are every were..

ok so he isnt the one for u plan and simple move on.. im single lonely and very deservin of a good woman but damm its so hard to find them

ok so i read your post and beleave it or not i like all u had to say if only u were sittin in my face see thats the other problem i really dont have anyone i can talk to that truly understands me the people i live with are of no help all the want to tell me is how blessed i am and how i need to do this and i need to do that but they really dont understand i feel as if im the real dumb *** in the house i dont fit in at all so i really need to get away and seek some real friends who will talk with me and truly understand the way i feel..

well thats ounds great and all and i thank u very much for the advice but i have heard that all to well and i have tried to b the good person they say everytime u help someone thats a blessin waitin for u.. well i have been helping people all my life never askin for a dime but it seems thats the worst thing i could have ever done because now that the word is out everyone wants to use me and im really sick of that i think thats the only reason that my so called friends have allowed me to stay here because im good at fixing things and if some one needs to move and dont have help guess who gets the job? dumb *** me.. and im really sick of it im ready to change my whole pic in life..im ready to become someon that no one knows can i b a roach thats doesnt get bothered?

i have applyed and just gottemy dam feelins hurt its kinda hard when all you know is fixing and rentin apartments and as far as moving well u have to have money to move and i aint got nothing!! i need help or im going to go insane

im so ready to just end it all but ill have to find someone to give all my **** too

thanks but even going to the library they cant help me my life sucks!! and nothing seems to b going right for me at all i cant seem to do a dam thing right

im 37 all alone no kids. and no woman. no place of my own. no job.

how can i start over with my life

thats kool i understabd were u coming from but man when u had had it so easy then all of a sudden thigns are like really hard as hell you just dont know were to start what do u do how do u start all over again? thats my goal but with nothign to began with how do i start im all alone i tried the girlfriend thing but all they want is your dam money and ot mislead u with they sexy lies so i gave up on that im keepin to myself and my plan is to have my own tourbus bis thats a dream i have had since i was a child thanks to my grandmother who is also passed away now she kept me on the dam greyhound traveling the usa.. thats when times were really good but like i said now that im all grown up i still feel like a dam loser i havent acheived ****!! but some dam bills!! and they keep gettin bigger

awwwww damm u really make a brother wonna cry its good to know that im not alone with my problems at lest u have someone that truly loves u see i dont my so called friends clam they are kool but i know its abunch of crock!! and they wonder why i keep to my self sometimes i think its the best thingbut others say u should get out and social with others and see what they have to say.. god loves u and wants u to b happy

ok so like i know how u feel about noone giving a dam about u but life is not that bad someone does give a dam about u u just have to find out who? and trust me its not easy cuz people will say they are your friend for the min and then turn around and talk about u behind your back but if you really want to b happy the best thing to do is to keep toyourself the hell with hte rest of the world