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majiksassygur offline Verified (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Dallas, TX, US

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Me and my father have met for the 5th time again, the problem is that my dad does meth and im a guilty user too onlywhen Im around him. I went over to his house to spend time with him, and also better know my father. I’m not sure what happend to me but I went crazy and started to belive his wife is going to kill me, she is this biker chick out of jail, she controls my dad and lets him use meth cause she uses it too, but one thing that bothers me the most, is that my dad had a heart attack, his heart whas 89% block he should have been dead from that, but yet, he still useses meth.
Methamphetamine affects your body. Over “amping” on any type of speed is pretty risky. Creating a false sense of energy, these drugs push the body faster and further than it’s meant to go. It increases the heart rate, blood pressure, and, thereby, risk of stroke. And so knowing that and staying up for 3 days, something in me snapped that was cause I found out Methamphetamine induced paranoia has led to numerous murders and suicides. Methamphetamine affects your brain. In the short term, methamphetamine causes mind and mood changes such as anxiety, euphoria, and depression. Long term affects can include chronic fatigue, paranoid or delusional thinking, as well as permanent psychological damage. Crazy huh? Well, straight to the point of my problem, my dad hates me and thinks im a crazy, I was seeing things and thinking things that I would never think of not even in my worst nightmare, its the first time I have ever freak out on meth. help me please how do I renew our relationship or even begin to explain what happend? He wont even pick up my phone calls…By the way I will never use drugs again not afer that.

Where did you grow up?
Crowley

Where do you live now?
Burleson

What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
Science,Biology,English

What's your favorite sport or sports?
like em' all

What causes are you concerned about today?
father ,drugs