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it’s true. my bad. offence was unintentional.

and flaunting, huh? perhaps. that’s what people always seem to say when they are introduced to my profile. maybe they are right, but i am reluctant to agree with them.

i do not conceal the fact of who i am, i am simply giving people a fair warning in advance. is this flaunting?

on this website i am free to interact with people the way i want to under the personality that i am unable to express in the real world because of a little thing called consequences. here, people can really recognize me for who i am and judge and interact with me with that full knowledge. this is a very rare opportunity. it is not common that i am able to show my true colors in front of the public eye.

is this honesty flaunting?

i understand why you think this way, though. i understand that people may be insulted simply because of who i am, that i exist, and it does not perturb me. i am comfortable in my own skin. is this flaunting?

you don’t find me criticizing the personality traits you describe in YOUR profile.

simply beacause i refuse to change my personality (if it’s even possible)… this is flaunting?

;)

yes, your reason is logical enough. though i do mean no ill-intentions for you and your girlfriend.

we’re old aquaintances. different life, different time, but the memories are still the same.

why do you want to know?

well i supposed i should feel honored.

how do you know iamozy?

you left a reply on mone of my posts and i thought you might be someone worth contacting.

ok, that was gonna be my next question. good! glad to know. i was gonna start contacting a morgue service but that would’ve been expensive. :/ and i just don’t have that kind of money!

yeah i know. i NEVER want to hurt Jordan. I love him, but i don’t know in which way. oh well, i guess time will tell. thanks for listening. :)

you know, we could be friends.

i don’t know, maybe? you know the story, when i first went out with him i didn’t like him that way, but i’m not really sure how i feel about him now. he did get better looking ;) just kidding, i’m not that shallow :)

he’s always been extra sweet with me and maybe i have started to fall for him to, but you know how i am with guys. i can never make up my mind about how i feel about them, so unless they make the first move…

and besaides, he and i will be going away to college in a month, is a long distance relationship even worth it? :P

LIFE is FABULOUS my friend. all LIVES are FABULOUS. as are all DEATHS. the usual. still dead, still dead, as usual. buddy, it’s been a while seeing you. i was starting to think that i wasn’t the only one who was deceased here. :)

hey i need some advice. you know jordan, my ex? well to make a long story short, here we are best friends again. sound a little familiar? this time i’m not so oblivious, but it doesn’t make it any easier. he’s falling for me again. he’s always hanging around me, always standing next to me. now whenever i leave he won’t let me go without giving me a hug. And it’s different from hugs from other people. it feels like he doesn’t want to let go. and today when we were just messing about, he uses the excuse of being funny and weird to have more contact with me than necessary. i don’t know.

yay you’re back! you know i missed your sardonic wit! why did it take so long?!

and don’t blame me! it was probably something you said. you’re always making annoying comments to disturb people. that’s you’re OWN doing. don’t go blaming other people! :)

If it doesnt make any difference to you then why did you shout me lol. Like i said im done i hope you have fun doing whatever you like doing. Its late and i dont feel like going back and forth with you

i like the german version of scream

i got a 100 on my advanced calculus class final! i get an A as a college transcript! :)

monsoon and ready set go! are my favorite songs by them… what bout u????

because i only surround myself with morons in an attempt to make myself feel smarter. it’s working.

yep. i like to make an entrance, as you know.

go fuck yourself.

yeah have you heard of em???

yeeea…ok you dont get it. so..im gonna stop replying now.

snowflake is a christian herself. shes not telling Kalos to not talk about god, shes simply saying that posts like that make for very easy targets for flamers.

perhaps you are familiar with the quote by Voltaire:
“I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.”

is all i did for snowflake.

Alright.
sigh…
I’ve always wanted a stalker. Well, there’s Jim, but he doesn’t really count… and I’ve gotten so used to him I hardly notice him any more.

You following me?

thanks.

bubbles a very good thing.

i have no idea wat i want to be. im not really great at anything i enjoy. writings cool though, i like writing quotes. i like using my imagination. i hurt myself sometimes jut so i wont hurt other people, i guess thats wat you could call out of control

yeah, i cant usually talk very openly about how i feel. i wish i could control my emotions though. talking to people makes such a difference!

like im not alone =] and the world is happy, you?

oh, well, you can always talk to me, even though im not really that great at it. im always glad to listen, or talk, or watever

i guess i could try that…thanks, and sorry im such a pest, ill leave you alone from now on if you want

no, i mean, when im in a good mood, its great. the world is totally wonderful, but when im depressed, i tell myself i should judt die and get it over with and stuff, and occasionally SI

hm, i think i shouted to myself

why would you need to be forced? when i’m in a good mood, i can honestly say to myself that i don’t want to die (although when i’m going through a depressed or angry stage things are much different). if you feel like you want to die all the time, you may be just depressed.

i guess im dangerous to myself, wat happens then? does the doctor force me to go to someone about it?

if im diagnosed as being bipolar, will i be forced into anything? sorry im so weird btw

uhh…thought sending a shout might be easier. its just, im not sure if ive lost control and stuff. im not sure about anything except my moods are extreme