I meant to tell you weeks ago, but remember when I asked you if you would read a book if I mailed it to you.. well, I can do that… just need to get the address.
If you would like to hit me up on yahoo im its gcraysatl or also thats my email address on yahoo. Or we can work out some other way so that I dont see your real address.. but I could definitely get it to you somehow, Im sure.
It might be.. but when I watched more of those youtube oprah discussions about the book it made me realize that just spending so much time on the computer, watching TV, driving, listening to the radio.. all that is “living in the ego” as they call it.. and doing those ..other things, things that I wouldnt normally have done before..was I able to enjoy living.. for me, its like watching life go by and enjoying it instead of trying so much.
It seems like the same kind of webcast.. but it made me buy the book and read it (ever so reluctantly) ..and now trying to get away fro mthe internet and such..
I couldnt bring myself to buy and read it because it was on Oprah’s book club (I’d rather kill myself that buying a book backed by oprah), but I stumbled on this
..thought it might help:
the part that says “there are two me’s: the one that thinks too much and the one that watches what I think..is the thing in all of it that spoke to me.”
A book you might be interested in is called “A New Earth: Finding Out Who You Really Are” By Eckhart Tolle.. you can find it used on amazon.com
Beyong it’s apparent topic and title, it really does say some things that might be helpful..If you don’t like it, then that’s only one more thing youre doing that you dont like.. and since right now all of life is something you dont want to be doing, that’s just one more. If so, you might actually start changing into wanting to ‘live’. Who knows, but I think it might help.