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Well I am in school it is only one bedroom and I have two extra dings on my credit that I need to get rid of.

I wish much blessing to you, and I am sure you know it is not your time yet. I commend you for being strong and wanting to stay in this life. It is hard and I do not think that people today realize how much hurt and pain a person goes through emotionally especially when it comes to kids and a relationship. I do not want to dwell on what is now your past and you are moving forward. I do not know your religious status, but I will share this with you because it enlightened me. I was in church Sunday and the preacher said something that I knew but haven’t really listened to. He said, when you are down and out and so many bad things seem to be happening to you and you just can’t seem to get out of it, you think it is the evil that binds you but sometimes it is the one who loves you meaning GOD. He backed up his statement by saying just like we punish our kids for disobedience and misbehaving God does the same just to wake us up and be who we should be in life. I do not know if this means anything to you, but it did for me. I also learn to not ignore those doubts in life because those doubts are soon to become actions that you wish you were never apart of. I hope that this site will help you and we all need help and you will be able to get the surgery even if it doesn’t you still do not give up, patience is a might thing to have. I wish you much blessings and wisdom.

I do not think it is a good idea. To be honest I have thought of it too. I just felt there was no end to what I was going through, but it seems that we are far more worth more than we put ourselves to be. I wish the best for you and be safe and careful you are loved and you are needed always remember that.

I think that is just crazy. Today people are becoming even more bold to do things to other people. It is amazing how things happen and the reasons therefore. Like you said, you just don’t want to deal, not sure if that is a good option, but from this point what can you do? The only thing is to continue to live and learn which we all do everyday and realize everyone is not nice and most of all everyone could care less how hard you work and they have to take what you work so hard for. Hmm I am truly sorry girl, but keep your head high and smile it will get better.

I would suggest you broaden your area. I think the amount of years you have are good and it can be paid off if used correctly. I think sometimes when we are in fields like that we sometimes feel that is all we should limit ourselves to. I think if this doesn’t work, choose something else to learn I am sure it will work out for you.