hey!! didja decide your courses? what i liked about that post is how (obviously) smart, driven, organized and thoughtful you are….you have an AWEsome future! oh - and good news. got over the guy text-dumping (now he wants back, give me a break)…and just happy so happy i got out of that dark sad pit! which is so great since i was SO broken (remember?) ANYway - back to indo on saturday…believing it’ll be great and if not for me will jsut return no biggie! anyway - what did you decide? I also wanted to say I went to claremont (a good school not sure if you know it) and in the end, grades were important - not sure where you want to go - BUT - not as important as i had thought - there are so many variables…dont want you to slack but dont want you to worry ya know? anyway hope alls good. nite!
i just LOVE LOVE LOVE that horse!!! not into formal horse shows - but she is so special and he’s like the horse whisperer….isnt her energy just incredible? he pulled her this year, was worried she was hurt….they’re shooting for olympics tho!!!!
dont you love that horse?!!!!
hey - it didn’t work!! waaaahhhh!!!
Will you post it for me? I just wanted to say: watch this it will make you happy/smile and put the box on it so people can see her….do you mind? if you have time…not so important but so many people are so stressed ya know??!! xx
raik!!! hey - can you tell me how to post a youtube box so people can click and watch the video right away??? please? if not, can you find someone who can? noones answering me re: this waaah!!! here’s what I want to post (its soooo coool this girl has such cool spirit checkit out)…xx http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zKQgTi…
It’s understandable, the relationship might be a little strange because you already separated. I hope it works out then. But yeah..awesome win-win situation. **high fives back**
It was SOO weird. I mean if you had asked in the last week or so, i was SOO depressed…(rejection s u k s)…but now…im not completely elated because…well…how can you feel so very safe going back w/someone like that? but since we’re together a long time, etc i will…but i have shifted you know? as you said, win win **high five!! weird.
RAIK!! Guess what? talked to the guy - he wants back together, is sorry,et al. That was great news at first (who likes to be dumped, and like that) but now i’m like WTF..either way its all good b/c i already got a plan together for me/my life so i’m not so needy/in such a tough spot….isn’t that w e i r d?
thanks raik! i think i’d probably be happier here (in LA as you know, if you remember, hehe!)…BUt i also think i’d love the work and i love my village over there (have the cutest 2 dogs too!)…i may still think of going over just to save some bucks but i’ll think about what you said…partic b/c its not a good time to be isolated/alone…maybe best to stay here where i know i can get online/meet a lot of people/join a gym, etc….ick…not what i had in mind but hey - live and learn and, of course, enjoy life, eh?! thx you take care i’ll letcha know what i decide i have til tomorrow or tuesday to let them know - they have to have time to find someone else…i dunno - the place is super cool tho (tiny school, they have 7 teachers only, organic garden…really kinda hip…) …
raik!!! how are you??!! yeah i tried to see if you’re around…not so great my end…my guy dumped me (out of the blue) and summarily i have to find a job/etc and decide where to live…was really weird b/c he didnt even tell me face to face, just texted and disappeared! ugh…so i’m back in LA deciding if i want to live in LA or go back to indonesia…ugh…i hope things r better your end….hows school? life? hope alls ok…good to hear from ya…x
OMG, live! Yay, I miss you. I’ve been alright, just loaded with a lot of schoolwork lately. I’m taking advanced placement classes, so they’re basically college classes at a high school level. A lot of work and memorization. Heh, how are the puppies doing? :) Glad you’re doing alright, it has been way too long. Yeah, I’m still in LA. Fun. And my crush on that guy is fading, just because my feelings have not been reciprocated. Oh well, me and him are still good friends, even if he knows that I like him, which I think is really awesome. As far as the girl, I went out with her for a little while, but I stopped talking to her shortly after. I guess we weren’t as compatible as we thought we were. Luckily the relationship just faded and it didn’t end in drama. Yes, I’m still part of Key Club, in fact I just got elected as Secretary.
rek!!! howve yu been? i havent been to inet forever…i miss u 2/having inet too…indonesias good still here tho planning to come back to LA sooner or later…still have 2 cute little pups…not much else - its been so so long are u even still in la/keyclub..crush on the guy…or girl?! sheesh - me…just vegging but alls good….:)
The Key Club weekend was interesting, met a lot of people, did a lot of activities, and just had fun. I had some alone time with the guy that I had a crush on; i found out he was straight which turned into a complete turnoff for me. I just woke up, last night I stood out really late because I went to the homecoming dance. :)
hehe, you should totally send some pics of the pups. glad you’re doing well, hope it stays that way. well if you have trouble deciding between tv or the internet, i’d choose the internet because you can watch tv shows on the internet, plus you can do many more things. oooh, fishponds, how cool. glad to hear from you too, i also miss talking with you. since its the afternoon, so good afternoon! take care.
REK! How was your Key Club weekend? Didja have a good time? I hope it went well. Sorry to hear about the air quality there - i’ll remember when rains set in (rainy season) and i’m fedup!! i’ve taken pics of the pups - maybe next week will attach some…doing well….hanging out - swimming lots - deciding whether or not to get tv andor internet at my house…think its pathetic to do so but it can get so weird w/out it during rains (going out difficult, etc) so we’ll see…not much else - remodeling house/fishponds…glad to hear from you! i miss talkingw/you too…selamat malam (goodnite!)…let me know the scoop i’ll checkin when i can.. :)
Hey live! That’s too bad that that electricity is out. The situation over here in Southern California is kinda iffy too. Several major fires have flared up, causing many people to evacuate their houses. Many have already burned down. I’m fine where I’m at, but the air quality is horrible. There are ashes floating around everywhere, the sky is orange and ugly, and its just really hot. Heh, anyway..thanks, things aren’t as overwhelming as last week.
I’m kinda getting ready for a big weekend, almost a vacation…its a leadership conference 4 hours away, where I’m supposed to go with two other guys (one of them is my guy crush ^^) to represent the school’s Key Club (community service club). The conference is all weekend though, so yay. Should be a lot of fun.
Hehe. So, how are the pups doing? are they getting along fine? How about you, how is everything? I miss talking to you.
I hope you can teach me more indonesian phrases some time. Take care. :)
REK!!! thx for the shout - making this quick cuz the electric is out all over the village - think i’ve only a bit of time - wanted to say - hope you get thru your overwhelm. place - i’ll be believin’ it’ll happen - cant wait to talk to you too….tail wags from the pups and take care…sama sama (kind of like, you too - re: sampai jumpa!! is the language so dr. seuss or what?!)..i’ll checkin soon.
Live! I’m glad you’re doing good. Aww, that’s so nice of you to take care of that puppy. What an awesome name. Ooh, yoga, how fun. I’m glad things are going good for you. I’m doing quite iffy, actually. Just a bit overwhelmed, but I’ll be alright. I hope Lulu kofi anan gets better. Can’t wait to talk to you in the chat. yay I learned an indonesian phrase. Take care and sampai jumpa. ^^
REK!!! I’m in Bali! yaay! found a little sickly dog on the side of the road the other day - lots of fur gone, huge ears, holds its head cocked and walks like its drunk (has a neuro problem) - calling him Lulu kofi anan (dont even ask hehe!)….getting him a healthy friend friday - hope they get along! Life here good - getting into Kundalini yoga (meditatng, chanting, exercise) really uplifting and weird too if seen for the first time…found a huge pool near me - only $3 a month! yaay! things are good. And you? did info unfold about your love interests? school/all else ok? hope so! good to hear from you - dont check email much - am at the inet cafe now - the keyboard is sticky and dialup here s l o w slow slow. Will prob be back in the states feb or mar….and we can chat then.until then - keep in touch - and let me know how youre doing…i’ll reply as soon as i can get to an inet cafe…sampai jumpa (see ya later in indonesian!)
oh theyre all bali dogs - street dogs - whatever i find at the market….but it’ll be cool…i hope i get mellow ones i want them to be able to jump up and ride on my moped w/me…i had a friend whose dog did that wouldnt that be cool??